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Me and my parents have a very strong bond we love each other endlessly and always have I’ve never had a “bad relationship with them” I can’t ever stay mad at them. When I’m enjoying my dad this sudden powerful fear comes to me I imagine the day my parents leave me behind I get chocked up and literally cry for hours on end I don’t know what to do without I don’t think ppl understand when I say I CANT live without my parents I just can’t. At night when I’m drifting off to sleep the fear creeps up on me and I suddenly feel like I can’t breath. I don’t know how to ease the fear of loosing them ppl have told me “live in the moment” but I can’t stop my thought it comes out of no where. I cant lose them i cant lose my dear parents it hurts too much to think about. I’m not a super religious person but I do HOPE there’s a after life I PRAY that there’s a afterlife because if I can’t ever see my parents again…I’d rather die over and over again. I really do hope god is real I hope heaven is real I hope me and my parents can live happily ever after in heaven. Gosh my head hurts from these feelings.

I'm 42 and I have been living in my Mom's house in Hawaii for the past six years. She's in California and planning to sell the house in Hawaii and her house in California.
I live on the east side of the Big Island which doesn't have much going on. I find it hard to make friends and there's no jobs that are relevant to what I want to start my career in.
I studied Information Technology at the local university. I got my A+ and Security+ certificates and have been struggling to find my first job.
I have been on SSDI for about twenty years. I was approved for mental illness, Major Depression with General Anxiety Disorder. At this point in life the thought of getting off SSDI scares me, but I also understand that if I want to change my life for the better I should consider working a normal job like most people. I have been hospitalized more times than I can count, so sometimes I think I should just be on it for life. I'm confused.
I'm still applying for jobs online. I have had interviews but not offers. I was able to get a Front End Designer paid internship but unfortunately I did not learn much and it did not really do much for me.
How can I get ahead? Should I try moving to the mainland? Should I just stay on SSDI because I'm a basketcase?
I want friends. I want a good job. I want the things that come with a wonderful life. I also want security when it comes to health care. If something happens to me now, I'm covered. If I start working, well after a while that goes away and I get thrown to the wolves of private health insurance. It almost seems like I am gambling here.

Hi all. I have Skeeter Syndrome and even had a mosquito bite two weeks before this that was a normal Skeeter Syndrome reaction where it swelled to the size of a half-dollar coin (approx 2” in diameteping pong sized welt). Ironically right in the middle where the empty space would be.
These are progression shots from bug bites I got may 28th up to today. I’ve never had a reaction like this before and I’m not sure if it’s because there are 2 or three bites or if it’s something else.
I’ve had a head ache and runny nose, but no fever. It stopped itching yesterday and no pain unless I press on a specific spot. There is also no swelling now.
The large portion of redness though is a bit concerning.
Would love any insight! My doctors don’t have an option to send photos and I don’t really want to go to the doctor for a bug bite/normal Skeeter reaction.
Thank you for your help!

To cut it short as a kid when my mother looked at me all she could see was my father I honestly think, so naturally I gravitated more towards words him. He was pretty tough, went to nam, tropic lightning is all I know. I used to boast, “Oh he’s not my father but he’s earned the title of dad.” Corny but as time went on his health deteriorated, and eventually he retired. His condition kept getting worse, more frequent falls, no improvement in rehab just kind of a slow decline. And we’d all pitch in when we could my mom would take the brunt of course but I’d get his medicine, feed him, bring him to appointments, so I felt a little good about myself. Turns out he had been r***** my sister for almost 9 years from the age of 9 until she left for college. My mom had also mentioned he had poisoned my grandma at some point. At first like a dummy I said, “Oh of course I won’t say anything I just wanna keep the character you played not the guy you are and to do that I can’t have any contact.” He said he understood and preceded to harass me calling multiple times a day, even watching me on the camera outside. It has speakers so I could hear the fucker laughing. LAUGHING. Like he even has a right idk. So I blocked his number and now he wants to take his car back. The car I use to get to work and school, the car he can’t even drive. I know she’s not the only one looking back. I want to go over there so bad and beat the breaks off boy but he’d actually die if anybody punched him. There’s more I wish I could say but are probably against tos so I’ll leave it there.

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I (21 F) have struggled with anxiety and depression since my early teen years. My anxiety was more social anxiety/ general with the occasional panic attacks. Fast forward to a few months ago I really couldn’t shake the idea of quitting my job I wasn’t sure why I loved my job (animal shelter attendant) some of the employees were ball busters and I made minimum wage. I was told I would be moving to an assistant management position soon which came with a raise yay. Needless to say that didn’t happen. The days at work got longer and longer. I stopped finding the joy in the job I loved so much. Yes it was also a sad job but I found more happiness. One day I had a panic attack at work and left early. Nothing in particular just I guess built up emotion. I didn’t go to work for another 3 days and I texted my boss that I quit. I quit just about a month ago. Since then I have barely left my home I barely eat or eat too much staying in bed isn’t comfy anymore but it’s so much better than getting up. I see no reason for me. I feel like an inconvenience to my family a disappointment even. I feel like I don’t belong in this world anymore. All my friends have slowly left which was probably my fault. My boyfriend, we’ve been dating over a year is very patient with me. I feel like me always being down if affecting him too I’m watching him lose interest in things he loves, he comes over just to sleep, he never eats. He wasn’t always like this. He used to be super social, he loved video games, he liked to workout. I feel like I’ve sucked his happiness somehow. He doesn’t deserve it. I feel like I’m hitting a new low and idk how I’m gonna come back from this one. I’ve never known feelings like this. I will say at least no one would have to deal with my funeral cause I’m too much of a pussy to end it. I’ve never felt more sad,alone,anxious,and just done with life. Sorry kinda rambled lol

title.
we started going out on dates roughly 2 months ago, and made it official 3 weeks ago.
i met the parents on tuesday of this week (may 30) and found out for the first time they are homophobic and don't approve of same sex relationships.
my gf says she doesnt give a shit what her parents say, and i dont mean to seem selfish, but it put me in a really uncomfortable position. we are happy, but idk what to do.
i dont want her to have no parents at all, since they threatened to never speak to her again (i went no contact with mine, so my parents wouldnt be like parents to her) and i only wish the best for her and her family relationships.
idk what to do bc i truly love her, but i want her to feel secure in our relationship without fear of never seeing her parents again, WDID?
tl;dr - my girlfriend's parents are homophobic and dont approve of our relationship and it has put me in an uncomfortable situation.

Does anyone have an explanation on why everytime I search for someone on PSN it shows me every other ID except for the one I search for? It seems to mostly do it with people that have an underscore in their name....for example if I search for someone called "Rick_Amplifier" instead of that name showing up as a first result ot would bring up a million other names with the name "Rick" or "Amplifier" in the ID, is there a way to fix this?

Age: 5 Sex: male Species: domestic short hair Clinical signs: coughing / hacking. Mostly dry and sometimes honking but sometimes a bit more productive sounding. Also wheezing / loud breathing / snoring. Also has allergies generally including skin reactions. Duration: the past month but getting worse since two weeks. Has been a noisy breather since kittenhood.
My boy has been coughing for the past few weeks / month and it's been progressively getting worse. He's been to the vet twice during this period and they haven't been that helpful. At first they said it was hairball. Then they said that it might be cat flu (even though he's recently been vaccinated against it) and gave him antibiotics. They said to bring him back if he's not better in a week (it's day 5 currently, he's booked to go back on Monday morning). Could this be feline asthma? He also has allergies which he's had since kittenhood. He wheezes a bit when sleeping / has wheezed since he was a baby, but the coughing is new. He generally seems okay - he's eating and drinking etc. but I think he's a bit more tired than usual from all the effort he spends coughing. Guess I just want some advice on other cat owners' experiences.

Hello! I am looking for a roleplay partner to have a wholesome, slice of life/romantic/combat based roleplay in DBZ! I have four canon ships in particular I want to do, and I'll be willing to play either the male or female in these scenarios!
("!" Means it's a roleplay I'd be very interested in doing! The more "!"s, the more I want to do it, though I'd love to do any of them!)
Goku x Chichi (!!!!) Tien x Launch (!!) Yamaha x Fem OC/Bulma/Vidro (!!!!!!) Cabba x Kefla (!!) Future Gohan x Videl (!!!) Broly x Cheelai (!!) Fem Mentor OC x Male Student OC (!!!)
Plot 1: Likely right before the invasion of Raditz, Goku and ChiChi finally get some time with eachother to bond with eachother and their son, Gohan! Goku relaxes on his training for a bit and just relaxes with his wife.
Plot 2: Launch manages to find her way to Tien's dojo, where she actually tries to train under Tien. They start bonding more and more until they actually become a couple!
Plot 3: After a long time of not being able to to be with anyone, Yamaha either A finds your OC somewhere and strikes up a convo, or B. The two meet via dating app. They start bonding and y/n learns about Yamaha being a martial artist!
Plot 4: Very simple. Kefla and Cabba constantly train together in Planet Sadala, but when they aren't training they'll sometimes talk with eachother and eventually it leads to the two getting together!
Plot 5: In the future, Gohan is able to get just a small break from the android onslaught he and trunks go through, in that small eriod of time he manages to run into a pretty, young woman, which would happen to be Videl! He immediately wonders how she was alive, and where she even came from..
Plot 6: After the events of DBS: Broly, Broly, Chrelai, and Lemo manage to essentially make Planet Vampa a semi-permanent home, due to the house capsule given to them by Goku, courtesy of Bulma. Cheelai takes more and more time to learn about the giant, mysterious Saiyan while also teaching him English, and other things! Soon they develop feelings for each other..
Plot 7: A new time patroller enters the academy! Hoping to learn and get strong to fix history from those who try to correct it. This man soon finds himself with a female mentor who is extremely tough on him, training him until he feels like dying. After a while, the pair soon start developing romantic interests for each other.
I am happy to modify the plots if you wish, just PM me!

Hey guys! 👋🏼 First time poster. I’m 3 years out from explanting and while I’m happy to no longer have implants (I really don’t mind belonging to the IBTC) I wasn’t anticipating how deformed my boobs would be after the explant. Because of the original augmentation incision around my areolas, my boobs didn’t return to how the were before my BA. I’m very small (AA) now and the lower half of each boob (past the areola) is “tethered” due to scar tissue so they just look like these sad flaps and my nips point down.
Anyways, I had a consultation for a fat transfer and the surgeon seems confident that she can fix the shape by breaking up the scar tissue while she transfers the fat.
Has anyone undergone breast fat transfer and had success fixing the shape of their breasts? I know I’ll only increase maybe a cup size at most but all I really care about is fixing how pitiful my boobs look after taking out my implants.
Thank you guys in advance! 🤗

I think mostly everyone agrees by now that the implementation of champion abilities was handled rather poorly and most people think you should be able to manually select their abilities from a system like the hand abilities but I putting forwards and alternative/addendum to that option.
I think the champions should be able to trigger their own abilities either by default or as a consequence of upgrading it with a sages will. Of course them automatically triggering their abilities should be togglable since sages like tulins ability can be somewhat annoying on the ground, but if the abilities were changed so the actual abilities themselves got stronger when upgraded that would be an interesting boon. tulin being able to ragdoll enemies for you would be interesting. Sidon and Riju wouldn't interfere too much and the automatic application of their abilities would be a godsend. Yunobo's ability might be a little bit more annoying but you could work around that. The biggest change would be in Mineru I would give her the ability to fuse things to herself automatically such as monster horns and zonai devices but also let the player take them away if she accidentally steals a high value monster drop.
Keep in mind this is something I though up with little to no thoughts to the pro's and con's to seeing peoples opinions on this would be interesting.

I can’t really sleep and would love to make some online friends. For a quick summary about me I’m a fairly outgoing person and for once I’m actually in love with being alive and I’d love to be able to have a mate to talk to a lot about anything.
I could reveal more about myself but what would we talk about then it’s better to work that out as we talk.
So if you also can’t sleep maybe you should come waste the time with me

With my wife’s breathtaking beauty, not even the newly enthroned empress can match her! With my wife’s marvelous culinary skills, not even the empress’s royal chefs can match her! My wife loves me and cares about me very very much, and I wouldn’t trade her for even the empress! Wait, what? My wife is the empress?! My Wife Is Actually The Emperor / My Wife Is Actually The Empress manhua ... Read My Wife Is Actually the Empress? - Chapter 111 - MangaPuma. Read more at https://mangapuma.com/my-wife-is-actually-the-empress/chapter-111

Hello! My name is Laurel, 24f. I’m looking for new RP partners. I have been RPing mostly with one partner since I was thirteen. I stick to PG content, but I’d like my partners to be 18+. I write anywhere from two lines to four paragraphs but could adjust a little. I don’t care how much you write as long as it’s well-written, in semi-literate style.
I often do doubles so we both get what we want, but if it’s not necessary that’s okay too. I like to play a female character who dates male characters on my end, so if you hate straight ships, I’m not the partner for you! I will, however, play whoever you want for your half regardless of gender.
I usually do fandom-related stuff with either canon or OCs or a combination of the two. The list of fandoms I’m into includes: -Percy Jackson, as previously stated -Harry Potter -Marauders -Spider-Man, the rest of the MCU less so -Reign CW -The Good Place -The School for Good and Evil -Twilight -The Vampire Diaries -Divergent -The Hunger Games -loads more because I watch too much tv and read a lot
Things I won’t write- NSFW, characters older than 30 as main characters, not really into sci fi, more than one main character for each of us.
Feel free to shoot me a message if you think we might be a good fit! I love to talk to my RP partners as well and be friends.

Replaced my fuel filler neck, and the bolt near the spare tire snapped immediately. Replaced my fuel filter, and one of the tank shield bolts snapped on me. And yesterday I started to change my spark plugs. and one of the air intake case bolts snapped lol.
I seem to have really bad luck with these bolts, not even using a breaker bar or anything. Just a small socket wrench. Just going to assume that all the bolts are ready to snap and need to be replaced whenever I do any job on her.
Where do you guys find the right bolts for the various things? I've been looking on McGeorge and google, rock auto, but kind of struggling finding the right size, length, etc.

F%#}#%^!!! Y’all I really really want to go crack one open all I do is work y’all work work work every day last weekend was a holiday what did I do? I worked every day it’s Friday night it’s my wife’s birthday. I was on my way to take her to dinner at what happens? Phone rings and back to work for you…no sir. You ever just had enough?? It would be so easy..