When I first met my friend, who is also an INTP like me, there was an initial spark and I might have even had some feelings for her. However, as I got to know her better, I realized that we wouldn't have been compatible. She had a strong fear of rejection and preferred dropping hints instead of being straightforward. It turned out that she actually had stronger feelings for me than I did for her.
She made efforts to spend time with me, taking me out to eat and going on what felt like unofficial dates. I even met her parents at a concert, and she admitted to having a crush on me. At one point, she even said she loved me before abruptly hanging up on a call. But despite her affection, she would get incredibly jealous whenever I talked about other women or interacted with them. Her reaction to jealousy was to become quiet and passive-aggressive, which made me feel intimidated.
Although it was flattering to know that she liked me so much, she wasn't really my type. Strangely though, I started finding her sexually attractive, although I often snapped out of it and realized it was more of a fantasy than a genuine desire. I was unsure about what I wanted, and uncertainty usually meant that it was a no for me.
I've had my fair share of experiences in life, including heartbreak, being the one to break hearts, feeling nostalgia, and facing rejections. These ups and downs have shaped me as a person, and I'm grateful for them. My friend has also faced her own challenges, although it's subjective whether she has been through worse or not. While I had to mature quickly and rely on myself, she seems to have struggled to grow from her past experiences. She finds it difficult to trust people and doesn't actively engage with others.
In essence, I am an INTP who has embraced my negative aspects and turned them into strengths, while my friend still has some personal growth to work on. Everyone needs experiences to grow, but not everyone perseveres. My friend often comes across as angsty and self-loathing, expressing self-consciousness about her image and how social media glorifies certain body types. She casually mentioned her struggles, such as ending it all, and I assured her that I would always be there for her as a friend and care about her well-being.
I believe my friend gets jealous and upset about many things I say, but she never wants to discuss how it makes her feel. She expects me to know that she likes me, and I partly blame myself for sensing her feelings without fully understanding my own. She has a tendency to date other guys and try to make me jealous because she's used to guys always making the first move on her. It seems like she doesn't want to be just friends anymore or doesn't have the energy for our friendship. If we had pursued a romantic relationship, her communication style would have likely been frustrating.
Interestingly, it seems like she has found someone who genuinely loves her, the guy who was third-wheeling us. But it feels like she no longer wants to maintain our friendship. If her intention was to be my friend only because she liked me, then it seems petty that she got upset when things didn't go her way and moved on. Perhaps it's for the best that I didn't ask her out, considering her challenging communication style.
She conveniently informed me that the guy who was third-wheeling us didn't want to be with her anymore because of their positions as president and assistant manager or something like that, and he didn't want people at our school to know they were dating. Frankly, it sounds incredibly silly to me. We're not in high school anymore. I'm 20, and my friend and the guy are 19 and 18, respectively.
So after all that unfolded, I was on a phone call with my friend, talking about whatever as usual, until she decided to invite this dude into the call. This guy then starts talking to me about what’s going on in his life, so I respectfully listened and gave my opinions and whatnot. Later, I find out that they were both going on dates with other people, and both told me and each other. The third-wheeler guy had a date with another girl, and my friend was going on a date with someone else. I was utterly confused and felt like this situation was giving off red flag vibes. However, I didn't say anything at the time due to the sheer confusion swirling in my mind. I couldn’t believe that they just put that out there IN the phone call.
What does ANYONE think of this? I feel like the obvious answer is to stay away, but I’m intrigued by the craziness going on.

5’7” 21 y/o Female, 256 lbs. taking Wellbutrin for anxiety, explanation first and then a list of concerning symptoms below that. I tried my best to give an explanation but included a shorter list of symptoms to help out. I know I asked for some advice a couple of weeks ago but I’m even more nervous from the ultrasound coming up and also realizing I forgot to explain the other symptoms that I worry could be related. October 2022 I weighed around 225lbs, I was trying to be more conscious of my movement and so on. I ended up not having my period until December 3rd that month and the cycle was about 52 days in length. Before that it was around 30-34 days a cycle and I was having one every month. Other than that I felt fine, I was taking Prozac (although admittedly I would forget quite often). After December 3rd my next period wouldn’t occur until Feb 1st and then again on March 31st each time the cycle being around 58-60 days. As of right now, I still haven’t had a period since that March 31st. Around January 2023 I realized I had gained a lot of weight and was at around 250 lbs. While I did eat unhealthy I hadn’t drastically changed any activity, snacking, or meal habits nor had stress levels changed dramatically. I would only eat a brunch and a dinner, wouldn’t usually have a snack or dessert, etc. I was a bit confused with why I had gained what felt like a lot of weight. February 2023 I had covid and it was all very minor. Around this time was when I realized my shirts weren’t fitting quite right and I had these massive raised but also divots in my skin. Very red stretch marks all around my stomach and under my arms. I kind of put it to the back of my mind and made more of an effort to walk more and be more mindful of portions, etc. I started to get more concerned though as my periods had been around double the cycle length for around 6 months, combined with my heart rate getting incredibly high just doing light walks and me feeling shaky afterwards (something that had been going on since 2021 but I was told it was just anxiety after having a normal EKG performed). I ended up going to a doctor in late February who ran a CMP, Vitamin D, CBC, Glucose, and TSH labs. Everything was normal except for a slightly love Vitamin D level (19.4 ng/mL) and elevated liver enzymes (AST of 43 u/L and an ALT of 50 u/L). They told me I just needed to do Weight Watchers and walk more. They also said it was normal to have such an extended period cycle. Which I have been trying to do but I still felt like my concerns weren’t adequately answered and so when I came home from college I went and saw my Primary Care Physician. There my PCP took down all of my concerns and ran labs again, I was at about 256 lbs at this time. They ran a Lipid, Testosterone, LH, FSH, CMP, and CBC panels. Everything came back normal except for my CMP where I had elevated liver enzymes (AST was 50 u/L and ALT was 52 u/L). They said it was elevated and had me stop taking NSAIDs (alcohol wasn’t a factor as I had never drank). A week later they did the CMP again and my liver enzyme levels were still elevated but slightly less so (AST was 41 and ALT was 47). So they scheduled me for a Hepatitis test (I’m vaccinated for A & B, I also haven’t heard results yet) and an upper abdominal ultrasound which I have on May 30th. She also switched me to Wellbutrin but I haven’t started yet due to the impact it could have on my liver just while we figure it out. I also go back to speak with my PCP on May 31st. I’m pretty confident the issues with my liver are due to the weight gain (i.e. Non-alcoholic fatty liver) but I’m still quite nervous especially with the other concerning symptoms and wanted some advice on how to handle this all as well as things I should make a point to ask on when I see my PCP on May 31st. Concerning Symptoms: * I used to never have acid reflux and since February I’ve had it with almost anything I eat even if I make sure not to lay down after eating * Period cycles have grown from 30-24 days to 58-60 days but I feel symptoms and like general crap for the 4 or so weeks between when it should have started and when it does ( i.e., acne, cramps, tiredness, achiness, moodiness) * Weight gain from 225lbs to 250 in a roughly 3 month span without changing habits * Elevated liver enzymes * Heart rate gets into the 150-160s even just during a 10 minute walk and takes forever to go back down, often leaves me feeling shaky and like I might pass out * Big red/purple stretch marks that either are raised or look like rips in my stomach or under arms * One breast is so much larger than the other I had to buy a size up, hard to tell if it is misshapen in any way or lumpy of if it’s just how it sits since it’s so much bigger, noticed around November I really appreciate any more advice or tips or etc about what could be going on and whether or not to be concerned. Thank you so much and feel free to ask for any more questions, also if photos of the stretch marks are needed let me know.

My (f, 15) heart feels weird lately. Not all of the time, every few days for just a few seconds after normal activities (no sports or anything exhausting even). Its been like this for some month but I think it’s gotten worse. (And when I lay down still I can feel my heart beating and my arm shakes very slightly along, but I don’t know, this might just be normal.)
I will try to describe it but might not find the perfect words… it’s a bit like my heart is floating in my chest, I can feel it and it’s like it’s jumps up and stays up for a very short time. Just very few seconds. Today however it’s been more than once so that’s why I’m asking. I’m also currently alone at home so I can ask my mom.
About me: I don‘t smoke, drink a little bit occasionally, I weight 106 to 110 pounds (48-50kg) and am 5.2 feet (160cm) tall. Nationality is German. I don’t do much all day long, I go to school, walk, walk stairs up and down and sit a lot. That’s about it. I drink coffee every day and eat semi healthy. Not that I eat a lot unhealthy stuff (i try to avoid eating too much sugar or fast food for the sake of not gaining weight because I know I don’t burn many calories) I should probably eat more nutrient-rich foods. I have already been suspected of having an iron deficiency and I have been lactose intolerant since birth. My father gave me vitamin D tablets which I take (inconsistently), and I occasionally take vitamin C and iron or magnesium supplements. Physically I'm fine, I should exercise a lot more and I know that. From time to time I experience low blood pressure and short dizziness after getting up. For fun I measured my blood pressure with this blood pressure testing thingy that we have at home. No idea if this tells you anything but it said 114 SYS, 62 DIA, 89 PUL/ 110 SYS, 70 DIA, 96 PUL/ 107 SYS, 66 DIA, 98 PUL. Those are three done on 3rd October 2022 and the last two were done 11 days later. I was calm when I did those. It’s not like these things with my heart impacted me anyhow yet, they happen when I stand and when I lean forward slightly. That’s what I noticed today after I took a shower and after I got up from bed.
This might be important: My mother has heart problems and has been having long term ECGs a couple times for the past few weeks. A few years ago she was in the hospital for this, but I was still small, so I don't know anything about her disease. She has been taking daily pills for a few weeks. I think beta blockers.
I also remember that I had similar problems some month ago but my memory is so bad that I can’t recall much of it sadly. It was the same feeling though, I think for a few seconds every few days but more intense and out of the blue, then some time there was nothing or barely anything and I forgot about it, now it’s back. Some other cases but I don’t know if it’s of any significance: Once (over a year ago I think) I was laying in bed and suddenly felt my heart racing and pounding really hard and I hadn’t even done anything. That scared me but it got better after a minute or two and I didn’t tell anyone about it. And sometimes when I lay in bed and make ups things, my heart starts pounding hard too as if I were running or so. It feels scary too sometimes so I just try to calm down a bit.
Now, is it serious? I know you can’t surely say anything but your assessment would be appreciated. I mean I should definitely ask my mom about it but is it very serious? I’ll be going on a 4 days trip that I’ve been looking forward to on Wednesday with my best friends family, should I tell my parents before I go? Or can it wait? Since it’s happened more than once today I got a bit worried.

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Schedule

Episode	Title	Date	Episode	Title	Date
EP 01	["ROCKER-KUN / KUMATANDER NO. 2"]()	June 13th	EP 8	["COITSU NATE LUNA D/Pero-Lilion"]()	June 20th
EP 02	["DASH-TAN / 1-7-6 PROTECTIVE GEAR"]()	June 14th	EP 9	["JIGATIGHTS / SQ-WATER"]()	June 21st
EP 03	["THE KILT HIDE / GARAKUTAN"]()	June 15th	EP 10	["KANCHIKAN / REPARA-TE"]()	June 22nd
EP 04	["UENO NO. 13 / The SummonStat"]()	June 16th	EP 11	["INVISI-BLOOMER / THE REAR-SKIRT"]()	June 23rd
EP 05	["THE P-SPECTER / THE PE RESERVER"]()	June 17th	EP 12	["GAN-Q / BALLET-TAN"]()	June 24th
EP 06	["II UMBRELLA / E-Q BOOSTER"]()	June 18th	Completed	["Series Discussion"]()	June 25th
EP 07	["PANTY ROTI / THE GATCHA-PORTER"]()	June 19th

Synopsis:
"Ueno-san, you're cringe"
As the head of her middle school's science club, it's only fitting that Ueno is also a brilliant inventor. With devices that can convert any liquid into drinkable water, deodorize the most foul smells, or even generate dark matter to be used as a means of concealment, it seems like nothing is beyond Ueno's capabilities. However, she doesn't invent these devices for the advancement of mankind. Rather, the one force that motivates her is love, the only phenomenon she can't quite figure out.
Ueno is head over heels for Tanaka, her nonchalant fellow club member. Yet, because she is too nervous to confess her love and he is too oblivious to notice her affection, her love life is completely stagnant. In Ueno's mind, if she could just expose him to perverted situations, then surely he'd get flustered and fall for her, right? Assisted by her stone-faced classmate and dedicated wingwoman Yamashita, Ueno employs her many inventions on Tanaka in a lewd manner in hopes that he may one day understand how she feels.

Why should you watch it?

I mean, isn't the answer obvious? How Clumsy you are, Miss Ueno is a ten volume manga from Tugeneko, a 4koma specialist who has a history of slice of life comedies in Care to Caret and Swim Team, the slice of life about girls going about their day to day lives in swimsuits. Anyway, the bloke has a history of questionably lewd comedies and that's right up our Rewatch Group's tastes! This one is even heavily inspired by Doraemon. We all grew up with Doraemon right?
Ueno itself ran from 2015 to 2022 and got itself a neat little 15 minute comedy skit anime in 2019, which is what we'll be watching this month. It's not long, pretty comfy, and will be loaded with more questionable content than you can shake a phallic looking stick at. The anime came from our friends as Lesprit, famous for some weird capybara anime? and the director, Tomohiro Tsukimisato, did... rockman? He worked on one of the Battle Network anime and on Kirakira Kirari. And Tanuki to Kitsune.
It stars Yu Serizawa who everyone here loves as Shera from Demon Lord, as Ueno and features Miku Ito singing our banger op! There is also an English dub available but I'm sure my rewatchers are too cultured to watch a dub, RIGHT!? It has a nice cast tho. Hillary Haig as Ueno, Monika Rial as Yamashita. It also has "Patty Cakes" playing Mizuna. There's no way that's right? XD
So, if I haven't convinced you to watch Ueno yet then please sample a couple extra cultured clips that will explain the show better than looking at its iffy cast history~ We have a highlight clip from Nekomanscer lovingly referring to Ueno as The Pee Drinking Anime. The phone charging scene~ And of course the tights smelling scene. We've got so much more! Aaand this is my birthday rewatch so you're all obligated to come~ 12 episodes, 15 minute runtime, lifetime of trauma! Let's fucking gooo!
The series is available to steam on HiDive, Crunchyroll, and I think a lot of them are on YouTube right now too!

Fun Stuff

Simple and clean!! We've got our normal Questions of the Day, although I may cut down the number depending on how much actually happens each episode. We will have Comments of the Day!! I'll be stealing highlights from whoever leaves the most interesting insights day to day. I only accept comments coming from watchers who have replied to three other rewatchers however!! Don't be shy, we're all in the same boat here. I also have one final section... that will more than likely flop again but I'm gonna beat this dead horse until it works!
Abyssbringer's "What is the thematic purpose of this scene corner!!"
In this section I will be posting a preview pic of the following episode. Your challenge is to dedicate a small write up about the "thematic" purpose of said scene~ The best submission will get a dedicated spot in our patented Abyssbringer's "What is the thematic purpose of this scene winner's corner!!"
So to be clear, check the preview that I will be posting each day, be sure to write an extra addidum or quip filled monologue about that particular scene/screenshot, and include it in your post! For examples please check out Ichigo Mashimaro and Kodomo no Jikan or Kunoichi Tsubaki! Just to be clear this section is made for a bit of fun. If you don't understand it, please check with me and I'll explain it further. I'm gonna make this a thing if its the last thing I do!!
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Dates, times and plans

I plan for the rewatch to begin on Tuesday the 13th of June at 22:00 UTC, 17:00 EST 16:00 CST, 15:00 MST, 14:00 PST So 10pm UK time. We will be doing one episode per day with a series discussion to wrap up.
And so! You must drink my urine, HelioA!!

So, this was last year 2022, I'm a 31-year-old white man from Eastern USA was given a job as a tour guide driving visitors across Yellowstone National Park. My job is a very serious one as I have to drive buses as I give my visitors a tour of the park. It was a 6-month seasonal position. I am 31-year-old man being given a room at a dormitory in the middle of the wilderness.
I did enjoy my job and exploring the park. For the first time, I got to see wolves, grizzly bears, and bison. It was amazing to see geysers for the first time too. I made a lot of friends as I explored the park.
As a tour guide, I had to get a good amount of sleep, in order to drive a bus full of visitors. But there are employees in the park that are either housekeeper, servers, security guards, retail, and office workers. They did come to the park to party in their dorms and not take their jobs seriously.
But I did.
Anyway, back to the story,
It was 8:30pm, as I got in my bed, there were drunk people in the hallway shouting and blasting music while drinking. I was in bed trying to get some sleep because I had to do a ten-hour tour. from my bed, I shouted at them to quiet down like two times. They eventually did, left the building, and I was able to get to sleep.
30minutes later,
I suddenly woke up with loud pounding at my door. Some guy was shouting "Security!" A security was banging on my dorm door. He was banging so loud as if I committed a crime.
As a person with autism, I freakout at things relating to police or bullies. Sadly, this guy was both.
It was difficult to answer the door because I was not really dressed. I shouted to wait, but that caused him to bang even louder and scream security many times. Panicking, I rushed to get my clothes. The banging of the door and the screaming from the security guard was hurting my ears and I was very frightened.
I told him to wait and stop as I was getting my clothes on, but that made him angrier and more continued to bang on my door harder. Everything was shaking. He was screaming and then switched to a roar. I was panicking as I was trying to get dressed.
I finally got dressed and answer the door. My heart stopped. My legs became Jell-O. I couldn't breathe. All because of what was in front of me.
That security guard was a giant! We will call him Moose. His head nearly touched the ceiling of the hallway. His body was all bulky with extremely thick muscles. His head was bald, typical for a security guard I suppose. He roared that quiet time is at 7pm and roared a warning to be quiet. He even roared at me to answer the door whenever he knocks because he roared that I took too long to answer him. I couldn't speak to him as I was scared out of my mind. I just nodded and said yes sir just so he can go away. He stomped away, out of the building, and I was shaken and teared up.
Long story short, I did not sleep well at all, my tour was not a good one and needed a load of coffee to do my job. Moose was terrifying. He should never have been hired at Yellowstone if he treats people like that.
What a horrifying night.
I told this to my friends the following day. My friend Michael believed that the party goers decided to call on me as a prank because I wanted to sleep, and they did not. I was just wanting to sleep, and they wanted to make my night miserable, which they succeeded. Michael was a former security guard for a hotel before and someone complained to him about a guest being loud. When he got there, there were no loud noises, so he figured that they wanted to get an innocent person in trouble for fun. Which was what happened to me.
So, after that night, I tiptoed into my dorm and make no sound, fearing he would come back. I even make sure my clothes are on before going to bed. I didn't have a roommate yet and eventually did a week later. I just traveled to different buildings to hang out with friends, even got my own roommate who I became best friends with, eat cafeteria food, worked out as I try my best efforts to avoid another confrontation with Moose.
Eventually, he got fired and moved out of Yellowstone and I was able to spend the rest of my season exploring and working as a tour guide.
So, based on my personal experience, AITA?

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Ok. Here we go. I know I fucked up too but trying to get out of this mess. I was with my ex husband for 12 years- from age 13-25. We had kids young- I was 17 when we started, we now have 4.
We got $35,000 in house renovations, and the guy doing them stole my heart immediately. I know, it’s all wrong as hell but in my defense, my relationship felt like roommates, still best friends but the romance and spark was just gone. It’s also never been intimate, so when I felt intimacy with someone else, I was hooked. I also was constantly told that I’d be better off with someone else, someone more like me. So that’s what I did- thought I found someone “better for me”. We both ended it with our current person, and decided to be together. Summer love was fun, amazing, all the good feels. We were 6 months in, I just found out I was pregnant, and I was happier than ever. That is until I found A LOT OF THINGS in his phone around 3 months pregnant.
He was still talking to his ex daily- all sexting- sending videos and pictures and just so so so much. Sending other girls money, texting girls, like everything awful you could find.
Doing all this while that month my dad passed away. He was literally texting other girls about THEIR dad and how he wishes they didn’t have it so hard etc. in their situations. Cheating on me while I was at my dads funeral. Well thru text- i never got an answer on if there was anything physical at that time.
Skip forward a few months, I forgive him. But couldn’t forget. So I moved out of his rental and back in with my ex husband.
We agreed to still be together as I was expecting our baby in a few months and he said he understood why I was so hurt.
I let him into my house this time, expecting him to be the man I thought he was.
2 days after living together again, I found out this a hole cheated on me with his ex multiple times while living alone, paid for tinder, and I’m sure so much more while I was not living with him. His excuse was that I lived with my ex husband and he had no faith in us. I agreed to another chance.
Now we live together in my house. The baby is 4 months old and I think I want out 😢😩 I have no trust. I’ve asked him to stop with Reddit dirty pages cause he’s on them literally all day- addicted- cheating ones of course! He has those fantasies along with- drumroll- he’s bisexual which wouldn’t matter but I do believe he would rather come out of the closet sometimes.
Here’s my dilemma- I do love him. I wish some things were different but he can’t be perfect right? Wrong I think I’m settling and I’m miserable inside. All while my ex/best friend still puts so much effort in getting back together and loves me so much.
More to the story- but here’s the basis. I just don’t know if someone so consumed with porn and cheating can change and be okay with a family. He’s always been a cheater he told me. But I’m “different”- why do I believe him ughhhhh help!!

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What I really love about the finale is that every main character got to have an emotional moment that showed off each actor’s skills.
Sarah was INCREDIBLE. She always has the best oner monologues, but this truth telling heart to heart moment really touched me more than any other scene in Barry. She finally owned up to her mistakes with her child, even though her killing was in self defense.
Stephen got to have an amazing monologue that really drove home how his character evolved, and told the truth of who he really was. He got to be emotional, too.
Anthony got to REALLY GIVE IT by telling the truth about his weaknesses. If there’s one theme all these emotional monologues have, it’s about telling the core truth of the character. Anthony is always incredible.
Bill didn’t really get to have a monologue, but he did have a long shot of what he does best: eye acting. I am SO glad to see he finally redeemed himself in a way that mattered: taking responsibility for his actions. He finally agreed to turn himself in. I’m so glad we got to see him get to that point, even though it was WAY too brief. I was so angry.
Henry didn’t really get a monologue either, but also got to have a good moment of realizing what he had done. It’s probably best that Gene and Barry didn’t get any more drawn out attention to themselves in the last episode.
Robert Wisdom honestly deserved a more complex character, especially as a black man, and we really didn’t get to see him grieve the loss of his daughter. The closest we got was his final line. “All I have ever wanted was justice for my daughter.”

Greetings, stranger!
I see you've stumbled upon my post. I believe you're looking for a partner as well. I'll introduce myself then. I'm a 22 years-old college student with some free time to kill. Passionate about books, mostly fantasy and post-apocalyptic genres. I have some writing experience, but I'd classify myself as a semi-lit; I'll try my best to match your writing. I'm capable of responding several times a week, so I'd love you to be somewhat active too. As for the rest, less important stuff: main platform is Discrod, 3rd person past tense, time zone CET and I don't do fandoms.
I'm looking for someone that is:

• A female, preferably of my age, but I'm fine with any range. As long as you're at least 18+.
• Semi-lit. I absolutely hate short responses. Squeeze those 2 paras, so we have something to work with. Also 3rd person past tense required.
• Imaginative. Unexpected twists and turns are a great addition to the story.
• Capable of responding quite often.
• Communicative. I like to discuss how we'll develop the plot. OOC talk is welcomed.
• Honest. If you don't like a particular idea, my style of writing or just get bored - tell me. I want both of us to have a fun time, neither side forcing itself to do so. We'll figure something out. And if you feel like we're not a good match for each other, let me know. Ghosting is for children.

I already have a few well-established RPs ongoing, so I'll be more picky this time. I'll only respond to messages that have some effort put into them. I like my future partner to be communicative, as stated before, so give me at least a brief introduction of yourself.
As for the plot, I don't have any specific ideas for now. If you have something up your sleeve, you're more than welcomed to bring your ideas to the table. I thought of a fantasy settled world with some romance slapped on top of it, but I'm open for any other mixes. We can brainstorm some ideas together, create a suitable world for both of us and get into details.
Hope my not-so-well written post caught your attention nonetheless. If you're interested in beginning a hopefully amazing journey with me, drop me a message in PM. Looking forward to hearing from you!

Greetings, stranger!
I see you've stumbled upon my post. I believe you're looking for a partner as well. I'll introduce myself then. I'm a 22 years-old college student with some free time to kill. Passionate about books, mostly fantasy and post-apocalyptic genres. I have some writing experience, but I'd classify myself as a semi-lit; I'll try my best to match your writing. I'm capable of responding several times a week, so I'd love you to be somewhat active too. As for the rest, less important stuff: main platform is Discrod, 3rd person past tense, time zone CET and I don't do fandoms.
I'm looking for someone that is:

• A female, preferably of my age, but I'm fine with any range. As long as you're at least 18+.
• Semi-lit. I absolutely hate short responses. Squeeze those 2 paras, so we have something to work with. Also 3rd person past tense required.
• Imaginative. Unexpected twists and turns are a great addition to the story.
• Capable of responding quite often.
• Communicative. I like to discuss how we'll develop the plot. OOC talk is welcomed.
• Honest. If you don't like a particular idea, my style of writing or just get bored - tell me. I want both of us to have a fun time, neither side forcing itself to do so. We'll figure something out. And if you feel like we're not a good match for each other, let me know. Ghosting is for children.

I already have a few well-established RPs ongoing, so I'll be more picky this time. I'll only respond to messages that have some effort put into them. I like my future partner to be communicative, as stated before, so give me at least a brief introduction of yourself.
As for the plot, I don't have any specific ideas for now. If you have something up your sleeve, you're more than welcomed to bring your ideas to the table. I thought of a fantasy settled world with some romance slapped on top of it, but I'm open for any other mixes. We can brainstorm some ideas together, create a suitable world for both of us and get into details.
Hope my not-so-well written post caught your attention nonetheless. If you're interested in beginning a hopefully amazing journey with me, drop me a message in PM. Looking forward to hearing from you!

Greetings, stranger!
I see you've stumbled upon my post. I believe you're looking for a partner as well. I'll introduce myself then. I'm a 22 years-old college student with some free time to kill. Passionate about books, mostly fantasy and post-apocalyptic genres. I have some writing experience, but I'd classify myself as a semi-lit; I'll try my best to match your writing. I'm capable of responding several times a week, so I'd love you to be somewhat active too. As for the rest, less important stuff: main platform is Discrod, 3rd person past tense, time zone CET and I don't do fandoms.
I'm looking for someone that is:

• A female, preferably of my age, but I'm fine with any range. As long as you're at least 18+.
• Semi-lit. I absolutely hate short responses. Squeeze those 2 paras, so we have something to work with. Also 3rd person past tense required.
• Imaginative. Unexpected twists and turns are a great addition to the story.
• Capable of responding quite often.
• Communicative. I like to discuss how we'll develop the plot. OOC talk is welcomed.
• Honest. If you don't like a particular idea, my style of writing or just get bored - tell me. I want both of us to have a fun time, neither side forcing itself to do so. We'll figure something out. And if you feel like we're not a good match for each other, let me know. Ghosting is for children.

I already have a few well-established RPs ongoing, so I'll be more picky this time. I'll only respond to messages that have some effort put into them. I like my future partner to be communicative, as stated before, so give me at least a brief introduction of yourself.
As for the plot, I don't have any specific ideas for now. If you have something up your sleeve, you're more than welcomed to bring your ideas to the table. I thought of a fantasy settled world with some romance slapped on top of it, but I'm open for any other mixes. We can brainstorm some ideas together, create a suitable world for both of us and get into details.
Hope my not-so-well written post caught your attention nonetheless. If you're interested in beginning a hopefully amazing journey with me, drop me a message in PM. Looking forward to hearing from you!

Greetings, stranger!
I see you've stumbled upon my post. I believe you're looking for a partner as well. I'll introduce myself then. I'm a 22 years-old college student with some free time to kill. Passionate about books, mostly fantasy and post-apocalyptic genres. I have some writing experience, but I'd classify myself as a semi-lit; I'll try my best to match your writing. I'm capable of responding several times a week, so I'd love you to be somewhat active too. As for the rest, less important stuff: main platform is Discrod, 3rd person past tense, time zone CET and I don't do fandoms.
I'm looking for someone that is:

• A female, preferably of my age, but I'm fine with any range. As long as you're at least 18+.
• Semi-lit. I absolutely hate short responses. Squeeze those 2 paras, so we have something to work with. Also 3rd person past tense required.
• Imaginative. Unexpected twists and turns are a great addition to the story.
• Capable of responding quite often.
• Communicative. I like to discuss how we'll develop the plot. OOC talk is welcomed.
• Honest. If you don't like a particular idea, my style of writing or just get bored - tell me. I want both of us to have a fun time, neither side forcing itself to do so. We'll figure something out. And if you feel like we're not a good match for each other, let me know. Ghosting is for children.

I already have a few well-established RPs ongoing, so I'll be more picky this time. I'll only respond to messages that have some effort put into them. I like my future partner to be communicative, as stated before, so give me at least a brief introduction of yourself.
As for the plot, I don't have any specific ideas for now. If you have something up your sleeve, you're more than welcomed to bring your ideas to the table. I thought of a fantasy settled world with some romance slapped on top of it, but I'm open for any other mixes. We can brainstorm some ideas together, create a suitable world for both of us and get into details.
Hope my not-so-well written post caught your attention nonetheless. If you're interested in beginning a hopefully amazing journey with me, drop me a message in PM. Looking forward to hearing from you!