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According to themoviedb, Zootopia 2 will be directed by Thurop Van Orman (The creator of Flapjack and director of Angry Birds 2)

2023.06.10 22:48 Operation20 According to themoviedb, Zootopia 2 will be directed by Thurop Van Orman (The creator of Flapjack and director of Angry Birds 2)

According to themoviedb, Zootopia 2 will be directed by Thurop Van Orman (The creator of Flapjack and director of Angry Birds 2)

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Also, if you search on google, you will find him credited as director too
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2023.06.10 22:45 AlphaBladeYiII I loved the Ewoks recruitment scene in the RotJ novelization.

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2023.06.10 22:37 westonsammy Since when has NCD become a full on hopium/copium sub?

This sub used to be about military shitposting, no matter who or what was on the receiving end of the shitpost.
But now, holy shit, the counter-reaction to people posting about the destroyed Leopards/Bradleys has been so incredibly cringe and embarrassing. The front page of NCD right now is just entirely these people taking those shitposts seriously, getting angry about them, then making up strawmen and blowing shit way out of proportion. Like not a single upvoted comment or post in the past week was saying anything even close to "a Leopard was lost, the wars over" yet you have the frontpage today full of posts and comments referring to that.
Like just look at this post
Or this one
Or this one
Or this one
Or this one
Or this one
Hell you even have people getting credible just to cope.
I've never seen this sub malding so hard about a little bit of shitposting. This sub is turning into ukraineconflict or ukrainewarvideoreport. Just so deep in the pro-Ukrainian kool-aid that they can't take even light shitposting about Ukrainian losses. Everyone on here wants the Ukranians to win. But this is a shitposting sub people. If you can't handle it being directed at your side, then leave.
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2023.06.10 22:36 dollvein why did i let him keep my book

i lent him a book that's very important to me back in december while we were still seeing each other and when we broke up in early may, it was still at his place. we broke up over a phone call so i just told him to keep it because i couldn't stomach the thought of seeing him irl.
like i've said, it's a very important book to me and to be honest, the thought of him keeping it forever after not even being able to get through 50 pages for 5 months just makes me angry. should i ask him to give it back? or is breaking NC not worth it and i should just spend 20€ on a new one? T-T
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2023.06.10 22:33 trimachy Yuji IS Smart!! - Chapter 86 Page Coloring (OC)

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2023.06.10 22:31 JoshAsdvgi THE SNAKE MYTH

THE SNAKE MYTH

THE SNAKE MYTH
A Hopi Legend

At Tokóonavi, north of the Grand Canyon, lived people who were then not yet Snake people.
They lived close to the bank of the river.
The chief's son often pondered over the Grand Canyon and wondered where all that water went to.
"That must certainly make it very full somewhere," he thought to himself.
So he spoke to his father about it.
''So that is what you have been thinking about," the latter said. "Yes," his son answered, "I want to go and examine it."
The father gave his consent and told his son that he should make a box for himself that would be large enough for him to get into, and he should arrange it so that all openings in the box could be closed.
This the boy did, making also a long pole (according to others a long báho), with which he could push the box in case it became fast or tangled up anywhere.
When he was ready he took a lot of báhos and some food, went into the box, and allowed himself to be pushed into the water, on which he then floated along.
Finally he came to the ocean, where he drifted against an island.
He found the house of Spider Woman (Kóhk'ang Wuhti) here, who called him to come to her house.
He went over and found that he could not get through the opening leading to her house.
"How shall I get in?" he said; "the opening is too small."
She told him to enlarge it.
This he did and then entered.
He told her a story and gave her a báho, and said that he had come after beads, etc.
She pointed to another kiva away out in the water and said that there were some beads and corals there. but that there were some wild animals guarding the path to it.
"If you had not informed me, how could you have succeeded in getting there and how would you have gotten back?
But I shall go with you," she said, "because you have given me a báho, for which I am very glad."
She then gave the young man some medicine and seated herself behind his right ear.
He spurted the medicine over the water and immediately a road like a rainbow was formed from the dwelling of Spider Woman to the other kiva.
On this they went across the water.
As they approached the kiva to which they were going they first encountered a panther, who growled fiercely.
The young man gave him a green báho and spurted some medicine upon him, which quieted him.
A little farther on they met a bear, whom they quieted in the same manner.
Still farther on they came upon a wildcat, to which they also handed a báho, which quieted the animal.
Hereupon they met a gray wolf, and finally a very large rattle-snake (K'áhtoya), both of which they appeased in the same manner as the others.
They then arrived at the kiva, where they found at the entrance a bow standard (Aoát nátsi).
They then descended the ladder and found in the kiva many people who were dressed in blue kilts, had their faces painted with specular iron (yaláhaii), and around their necks they wore many beads.
The young man sat down near the fireplace, Spider Woman still being seated on his ear, but no one spoke.
The men looked at him, but remained silent.
Presently the chief got a large bag of tobacco and a large pipe.
He filled the latter and smoked four times.
He then handed the pipe to the young man and said: "Smoke and swallow the smoke."
The swallowing of the smoke was a test: any one not being able to do that was driven off.
Spider Woman had informed the young man about this test, so he was posted.
When he commenced to smoke she whispered to him: "Put me behind you."
This he did in an unobserved manner, so when he swallowed the smoke she immediately drew the smoke from him and blew it away, and hence he did not get dizzy.
The men who did not observe the trick were pleased and said to him:
''All right, you are strong; you are certainly some one.
Thank you.
Your heart is good: you are one of us; you are our child." "Yes." he said, and handed them some red nakwákwosis and a single green báho with red points, such as are still made in Shupaúlavi in the Antelope society.
They then became very friendly, saving that the were very happy over the báhos.
On the walls of the kiva were hanging many costumes made of snake skins.
Soon the chief said to the people:
"Let us dress up now," and turning to the young man bid him to turn away so that he would not see what was going on.
He did so, and when he looked back again the men had all dressed up in the snake costumes and had turned into snakes, large and small, bull- snakes, racers, and rattle-snakes, that were moving about on the floor hissing, rattling, etc.
While he had turned away and the snake People had been dressing themselves, Spider Woman had whispered to him that they were now going to try him very hard, but that he should not be afraid to touch the snakes; and she gave him many instructions.
Among those present in the kiva had also been some pretty maidens who had also put on snake costumes and had turned into serpents.
One of them had been particularly handsome.
The chief had not turned into a snake, and was sitting near the fireplace.
He now turned to the young man and said to him:
"You go now and select and take one of these snakes."
The snakes seemed to be very angry and the young man got frightened when they stared at him, but Spider Woman whispered to him not to be a coward, nor to be afraid.
The prettiest maiden had turned into a large yellow rattle-snake (Sik'á-tcua), and was especially angry.
Spider Woman whispered to the young man, that the one that acted so very angrily was the pretty maiden and that he should try to take that one.
He tried, but the snake was very wild and fierce.
"Be not afraid," Spider Woman whispered, and handed him some medicine.
This he secretly chewed and spurted a small quantity of it on the fierce snake, whereupon it immediately became docile.
He at once grabbed it, held and stroked it four times upward, each time spurting a little medicine on it, and thus freeing it from its anger.
The chief was astonished and said: "You are very something, thanks.
Now, look away again." He did so and when he turned back he saw that all the snakes had assumed the forms of men and women again, including the maiden that he had captured. They now were all very good to him, and talked to him in the kindest manner, because they now considered him as initiated and as one of them.
He was now welcome, and the chief invited him to eat.
The mána whom the young man had taken got from another room in the kiva some bread made of fresh corn-meal, some peaches, melons, etc., and set this food before the young man.
Spider Woman whispered to the young -man to give her something to eat too, which he did secretly.
She enjoyed the food very much and was very happy.
Now the chief asked the man why he came, etc.
"I hunt a lólomat kátcit (good life) and was thinking about the water running this way, and so this way it runs.
I have come also to get Hopi food from here.
I also heard that there lives a woman here somewhere, the Hurúing Wuhti, from whom I want beads."
"What have you for her?" they asked.
"These báhos," he said. "All right, you will get there.
But now you sleep here."
But Spider Woman wanted to get back.
He told them that he wanted to go out a little while.
Then he went and took Spider Woman home, and put her down.
She invited him to come and eat with her.
She had a pövö'lpik'i off which she lived and which never gave out, but he left her and returned to the Snake kiva, where he was welcomed and called brother and son-in-law (möö'nangwuu), although he had not yet married, but only caught the mána.
So he remained there.
That evening and night the chief told him all about the Snake cult, altar, etc., etc., and instructed him how he must put this up, and do that, when he would return.
He did not sleep that night.
In the morning he again went out on the same excuse as the previous evening, and went to Spider Woman, who went out. She made a rainbow road into the ocean to a high bluff where Hurúing Wuhti lived, and to which they ascended on a ladder. They went in and found an old hag, but on all the walls many beads, shells, etc.
The woman said nothing.
The young man gave her the báhos, then she, said faintly, "Áskwali!" (Thanks!)
At sundown she went into a side chamber and returned a very pretty maiden with fine buffalo and wildcat robes, of which she made a bed, and after having fed him, invited him to sleep with her on the bed.
Then Spider Woman ,whispered he should comply with her request, then he would win her favor and get the beads.
So he did as requested.
In the morning he awoke and found by his side an old hag, snoring.
He was very unhappy,
He stayed all day, the hag sitting bent up all day.
In the evening the change, etc., that occurred on the previous day was repeated, but the hag after this remained a pretty maiden.
He remained four days and nights with Hurúing Wuhti, who is the deity of the hard substances.
After four days he wanted to go home, so she went into a room on the north side and got a turquoise bead; then from a room west the same: from a room South a reddish bead (cátsni); from one east, a hard white bead (hurúingwa), a shell.
Then she gave him a few of all kinds of beads and told him to go home now, but charging him not to open the sack, because if he did they would be gone, and if he did not they would increase.
"You go to the Snakes, who will give you clothes, food, etc."
He then returned to the Snake kiva.
There he staved four days and four nights, sleeping with his wife.
When he was ready to go home the chief said: "Take this mána with you.
You have won us.
Take it all with you, take of our food.
Practice the ceremonies there that I told you about.
This woman will bear you children and then you will be many and they will hold this ceremony for you."
So they started.
At Spider Woman's house he told his wife, ''You stay here.
I will go to the rear."
So he went to Spider Woman's house and she asked:
''Well, did you get the mána?" "Yes," he said. "Well, you take everything along."
But she forbid him to touch his wife while they would be on the way, as then his beads would disappear and also his wife.
So they started.
The beads were as yet not heavy.
During the night they slept separately.
In the morning they found that the beads had increased, and they kept increasing as they went along the next day.
The next night they spent in the same way.
They were anxious to see whether the beads and shells had increased, but did not dare to do so.
The third night was again spent, and the contents of the bag increased the same as the previous two nights.
The bag with the beads and shells now became very heavy and the young man was very anxious to see them, but his wife forbade him to open the sack.
The fourth night was spent in the same manner, and when they arose in the morning the sack was nearly full and was very heavy.
Spider Woman had also put some strings into the bag with the beads, and the beads were strung onto these strings a,; they kept increasing.
They now approached the home of the young man, and the latter was very anxious to get home in order to see the contents, of the sack, so they traveled on.
When they had nearly one more day's travel to make the sack had become full.
During the last night the man opened the sack, although his wife remonstrated most energetically.
He took out many of the finest beads and shells and spread them on the floor before them, put them around his neck, and was very happy.
So they retired for the night.
In the morning they found that all the beads except those which Hurúing Wuhti had given to the man had disappeared. Hence the Hopi have so few beads at the present day.
If that man had at that time brought home with him all the beads which he had, they would have many.
So when they arrived at home they were very despondent.
At that time only the Divided or Separated Spring (Bátki) clan and the Pö'na (a certain cactus) clan lived at that place, but with the arrival of this young couple a new clan, the Snake clan, had come to the village.
Soon this new woman bore many children.
They were snakes who lived in the fields and in the sand. They grew very rapidly and went about and played with the Hopi children, whom they sometimes bit.
This made the Hopi very angry and they said:
"This is not good," and drove them off, so they were very unhappy.
The woman said to her husband:
"You take our children back to my home and there we shall go away from here alone."
Then the man's father made báhos, gave them to his son, who put all the snakes with the báhos into his blanket and took them back to his wife's home, and there told the Snake people why he brought their children and the báhos.
They said it was all right.
Hence the Snake priests, when carrying away the snakes from the plaza after the snake dance, take with them and deposit with the snakes some báhos, so that they should not themselves return to the village.
When the Snake man returned to his village lit and his wife traveled south- eastward, stopping at various places.
All at once they saw smoke in the distance, and when they went there they found a village perched son the mesa.
This was the village of Wálpi.
They at once went to the foot of the mesa on which Wálpi was situated and announced their presence.
So the village chief went down to them from the mesa, and asked what they wanted.
They asked to be admitted to the village, promising that they would assist the people in the ceremonies.
The chief at first showed himself unwilling to admit then), but finally gave his consent and took them up to the village.
From that time the woman bore human children instead of little snakes.
These children and their descendants became the Snake clan, of whom only very few are now living.
Soon also the Bátki and Pö'na clan came to Wálpi and found admittance to the village.
At Wálpi the Snake people made the first Snake típoni, Snake altar, etc., and had the first Snake ceremony.
From here the Snake cult spread to the other villages, first to Shongópavi, then to Mishóngnovi, and then to Oraíbi.
At the first Snake ceremony the Snake chief sent his nephew to the north, to the west, to the south, and to the east to hunt snakes.
He brought some from each direction,
The chief then hollowed out a piece of báho, made of cottonwood root.
Into this he put the rattles of three of the snakes and the fourth snake entirely.
He then inserted into it a corn-ear, and tied to it different feathers of the eagle, the oriole, blue-bird, parrot, magpie, Ásya, and topóckwa, winding a buckskin String around these feathers.
When he had made this típoni, the first ceremony was celebrated, and afterwards it took place regularly.
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2023.06.10 22:30 priscilla_halfbreed Worst looking 6th job skills

Who do you all think got less impressive 6th job skills in the showcase? This is all my opinion and if you like one on here, I'm not invalidating your opinion with mine! They all are exciting in some way!
These were the main ones that I actually felt a little bit of disappointment in seeing compared to the others:

Ice Lightning -
yet another full-sized rotating blue snowflake graphic covering whole screen with electric borders. I would've liked to see like a giant god-tier thunderbolt of death that hits and then freezes in place or something

Marksman -
similar to above, yet another golden reticle covering most of screen. Too similar to other skill in their kit, just like IL. I wished there was some super single sniper shot that splits reality into different colors or something as it goes across screen

Pathfinder -
A youtuber intro with line patterns forming on screen and then morphs into purple screen borders. Would have been cool to see their bird become giant and even more menacing as the PF rides on its back in the sky then shoots a giant death arrow

Wind Archer (my main) -
Summons a larger version of emerald crystal...That's literally it. With all the unnecessary swirly metal on its design, plus the new extra swirly bits on improved song of heaven, the whole thing looks like an absolute MESS ball of radiation neon green feathers and pieces smashed together.
WA visual identity got worse in the cygnus revamp imo when they removed some purple from our skills, and this is making it even worse. This class seriously needs a cleaner design. Would've liked to see them go all in on our hyper buff design, and make new pokey arrows form but have them be MASSIVE and start from way behind us and shoot forward into a point, like kinesis's toggle hurricane

Nightwalker -
Batarang symbol forms and then Dominion skybox 2. Don't know what they could've done with this but at least something that emphasizes their use of throwing stars

Wild Hunter -
They need to be careful because this straight up looks like Ho Young and they're encroaching onto that class's aesthetic/design/color schemes. Doesn't help that we see the jaguar for all of 1 second far away on the cliff and its easy to miss in the attack, because the full map eyes at start looks stylized and could be anything, not necessarily a jaguar. They could've leaned into WH's theme of using resistance machinery for skills and have him set up a bunch of badass turrets and things around the screen that all begin firing on the boss location like a bullet hell

Demon Slayer -
Looks cool but this is the most unusual out of all and not like the others. Purple energy gathers and explodes and it's done, no full map cutscene. Then periodically a big axe forms on top of you. I would've liked to see them use Jormungandr snake more, and have it attack or eat the boss or something
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2023.06.10 22:27 Saikodizzle13 [FOR HIRE] Anime artist opening emergency commissions starting at $25. Please DM if you are interested.

[FOR HIRE] Anime artist opening emergency commissions starting at $25. Please DM if you are interested.
I’m having car troubles and am not usually big on taking commissions, but anything helps. Thank you for your consideration.
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2023.06.10 22:25 throwra362773 I (26M) was scared to commit to girl (30F) when I was ready she left

I (26M) dated a girl (30F let’s call her Jane) for about 9 months (sept 22). A few times early on she asked me what I was looking for and I’d always say I’m not really looking for anything. As time goes on we hang out a lot (3-5x a week) and we’re super comfortable and close. I never felt pressured or thought about establishing a relationship. I could sense jane like me a lot more than I liked her, she’d text me she misses me, try to plan dates, etc. I stopped seeing other people early March because I realized every time I was with someone I’d just think of Jane. I never told her that, because I was just going with the flow.
Around mid-late April Jane leaves her phone open in front of me with texts from a guy from tinder on it. I don’t say anything since we never talked exclusivity but it ate me alive the entire night and she asked me what is going on. I told her it hurt because I wasn’t seeing anyone and I just assumed after such a long time we were kind of on the same page and that she’s right we’re not exclusive so I can’t really say much about it.
We took a few days break, both felt really shitty and missed each other. She wanted me to be fully committed to her and monogamous, where I wanted to continue to date and be exclusive so I can allow my feelings to open up, I told her I can’t promise anything but that I want to see where it goes. She reluctantly agreed to be exclusive.. after about a week she told me she was unhappy because she compromised her values for me. We took another few day break because I didn’t want to continue seeing her if she was seeing other people.
We got back a few days later after we both really misssed each other again where we were dating freely again. (May 10ish)
Things were going well and I was allowing myself to open up and be more vulnerable and caring for her.
About 10 days later she leaves for a work trip for 5 days and is very distant with me the entire week and didn’t really want to see me when she’s back.
I was leaving Saturday before Memorial Day to visit home and told her I needed to see her before I left.
We had a discussion and she was overthinking our relationship and felt bad I was putting in more effort into seeing her in her neighborhood since she was so busy, rather than her equally visiting me. She was losing feelings and not sure if they were going to come back. She’s still seeing other people. We are both workaholics so we agreeed to put time aside from each other, I was looking to rent an apartment that would be an easier commute since I was apartment hunting anyway, we both wanted to make it work. She admitted she didn’t know if she even wanted a serious relationship with anyone right now, that she has a fear of committing and has self sabotaging behavior. She also admitted she missed having a honeymoon phase with heavy infatuation with me and it felt like we skipped it because we got so comfortable so quickly.
She felt super good after our talk we have super passionate make up sex, agreed to meet Monday on Memorial Day to explore the city and make date night plans for Friday night. Rest of the day and next day Jane texts me a lot and says she misses me and wish she could be with me in my hometown. We agreed on a time to hangout the next day.
Next day comes and Jane calls me that she doesn’t want to continue the relationship and that she lost feelings.
I sent her a long text and she responds she loves all our moments together, loves me as a human, wants me to be happy and loved.
A few days later I ask Jane to meet up and talk she agrees.. we tried to meet up Saturday, it doesn’t work for her any more. We make plans to meet Sunday… she texts me she woke up late, and will see how she feels after her workout class… tells me she needs a mental health day and “appreciates the flexibility”, we agree to meet Monday.
Later in the day I cancelled, because I felt like I didn’t really matter and was a chore, I told her I loved her (I never told her before), apologized for my fear of committing when she wanted me to, I wished things were different and her true colors are starting to show, I’m always open to talking but I won’t always be there like I am now. She responded “ok best of luck”
I went NC until I was drunk and texted her “I missed her in my life” She never responded and I can’t let go.
Any thoughts or advice?
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2023.06.10 22:25 throwra362773 I (26M) was scared to commit to girl (30F) when I was ready, she left

I (26M) dated a girl (30F let’s call her Jane) for about 9 months (sept 22). A few times early on she asked me what I was looking for and I’d always say I’m not really looking for anything. As time goes on we hang out a lot (3-5x a week) and we’re super comfortable and close. I never felt pressured or thought about establishing a relationship. I could sense jane like me a lot more than I liked her, she’d text me she misses me, try to plan dates, etc. I stopped seeing other people early March because I realized every time I was with someone I’d just think of Jane. I never told her that, because I was just going with the flow.
Around mid-late April Jane leaves her phone open in front of me with texts from a guy from tinder on it. I don’t say anything since we never talked exclusivity but it ate me alive the entire night and she asked me what is going on. I told her it hurt because I wasn’t seeing anyone and I just assumed after such a long time we were kind of on the same page and that she’s right we’re not exclusive so I can’t really say much about it.
We took a few days break, both felt really shitty and missed each other. She wanted me to be fully committed to her and monogamous, where I wanted to continue to date and be exclusive so I can allow my feelings to open up, I told her I can’t promise anything but that I want to see where it goes. She reluctantly agreed to be exclusive.. after about a week she told me she was unhappy because she compromised her values for me. We took another few day break because I didn’t want to continue seeing her if she was seeing other people.
We got back a few days later after we both really misssed each other again where we were dating freely again. (May 10ish)
Things were going well and I was allowing myself to open up and be more vulnerable and caring for her.
About 10 days later she leaves for a work trip for 5 days and is very distant with me the entire week and didn’t really want to see me when she’s back.
I was leaving Saturday before Memorial Day to visit home and told her I needed to see her before I left.
We had a discussion and she was overthinking our relationship and felt bad I was putting in more effort into seeing her in her neighborhood since she was so busy, rather than her equally visiting me. She was losing feelings and not sure if they were going to come back. She’s still seeing other people. We are both workaholics so we agreeed to put time aside from each other, I was looking to rent an apartment that would be an easier commute since I was apartment hunting anyway, we both wanted to make it work. She admitted she didn’t know if she even wanted a serious relationship with anyone right now, that she has a fear of committing and has self sabotaging behavior. She also admitted she missed having a honeymoon phase with heavy infatuation with me and it felt like we skipped it because we got so comfortable so quickly.
She felt super good after our talk we have super passionate make up sex, agreed to meet Monday on Memorial Day to explore the city and make date night plans for Friday night. Rest of the day and next day Jane texts me a lot and says she misses me and wish she could be with me in my hometown. We agreed on a time to hangout the next day.
Next day comes and Jane calls me that she doesn’t want to continue the relationship and that she lost feelings.
I sent her a long text and she responds she loves all our moments together, loves me as a human, wants me to be happy and loved.
A few days later I ask Jane to meet up and talk she agrees.. we tried to meet up Saturday, it doesn’t work for her any more. We make plans to meet Sunday… she texts me she woke up late, and will see how she feels after her workout class… tells me she needs a mental health day and “appreciates the flexibility”, we agree to meet Monday.
Later in the day I cancelled, because I felt like I didn’t really matter and was a chore, I told her I loved her (I never told her before), apologized for my fear of committing when she wanted me to, I wished things were different and her true colors are starting to show, I’m always open to talking but I won’t always be there like I am now. She responded “ok best of luck”
I went NC until I was drunk and texted her “I missed her in my life” She never responded and I can’t let go.
Any thoughts or advice?
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2023.06.10 22:20 narwhalsarefalling AITA for being mad at my mon for not telling me about a classmate’s death?

I (22) am a university student who was kind of struggling with stressed from switching from COVID classes back to regular classes about a year ago. Nothing serious, but my stress can sometimes manifest as me looking and acting depressed, when I’m actually just tired.
Quite recently, my high school teacher passed away. I just so happened to be in town in time for the funeral, so I went. I’m not on facebook or instagram or twitter, so my mom had to tell me of his passing. I’m autistic and not great with socializing with people and maintaining relationships, so she often tells me anything that goes on in my old high school. I’m not particularly interested most of the time and just gossip with her to socialize, but since she tells me stuff I tend to not check up on my school’s instagram page and stuff.
The high school I went to was small. My graduating class was only 17 kids. I wouldn’t say that I was close friends with all of them, but we were definitely friends. I unfortunately had a hard time maintaining those friendships after high school due to my lack of presence on social media, so they somewhat deteriorated.
The funeral was nice. I saw people I knew before the ceremony begun and we were all catching up and sharing stories about our teacher. Then someone asked why I couldn’t make it to Cody’s funeral. (Not his real name).
I felt like I swallowed an ice cube. “Cody’s dead?!”
Cody was a classmate who I graduated with. We had worked on several school projects together. For christmas one year, he got me a model of a Mercury rocket, my favorite american rocket. He was a bit mean sometimes, but I know he meant well.
He died a year ago.
I, obviously, didn’t know that he had passed away. I had to find out at another funeral for my teacher. In a way, it felt like I lost both of them at the same time. When I cried during the funeral ceremony, I didn’t know if it was for my teacher or my friend.
When I got home, I told my mom what had happened to Cody. Not to get into details, but his death was particularly tragic due to his young age. She said that she knew, and that she had deliberately refused to tell me because she felt that my mental health at the time was bad. I said “Who are you to dictate when I mourn!”. It turned into an argument.
My dad texted me a few hours ago and told me not to be angry with my mom, because she was trying to protect me. I said that if she wanted to protect me, she could have told me way sooner! I feel embarrassed that I looked like an ass in front of my high school friends and old teachers, and angry that my mom didn’t tell me that he died.
I understand why she didn’t tell me, but that doesn’t mean I have to agree with it.
Am I the asshole?
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2023.06.10 22:17 DeliciousSoupps This is the superior psychedelic. (First time trip report)

Me and my buddy split a 4 foot concoction of boiled and reduced cactus.
I will never drink a brew again. I cannot handle the taste, nor the affects it has on my body, even after the next day my stomach is not happy with me. We ended up throwing everything up about 40 mins into drinking, and we finished about half of what was left in the cup after. I was very worried that the trip was ruined. Until shortly after vomiting, things just seemed different. Everything seemed to have a particular difference about how it present in the world. Mushrooms have this affect on me but everything seems more alien. But this, it felt almost as everything was more real, and looked more interesting... I was still feeling pretty ill at this point, so I smoked some weed. I really wanted to wait awhile before doing this, as I wanted to experience mescaline on its own for awhile, without cannabis. But man, did I feel better after a hit or two. My stomach was no longer in pain, and I really took off at this point at about 60 minutes in. I felt so weird, in such a good way. Headspace was happy, curious and so so comforted. I didn't feel much euphoria at this point, but the mix between the body high of the weed and the body high of the mescaline was just heaven. This feeling of pure contentness washed over me, and a headspace of just pure positive energy. Things looked weird, but oddly perfect in their own way. This is a feeling that did not stop for over 12 hours. As for visuals, the reaction to light in darkness was very interesting. Seeing strands of light come off of the moon and almost turning into a full spectrum of color where the strand fades out. Sometimes the floor felt wavy for a few moments and would lock back into stillness when I started to really focus on it. Perspective was weird but satisfying throughout, sometimes things seeming closer or further away than they actually were... In my opinion this is the ultimate nature substance. I cannot begin to tell you how nice it was to be outside, listening to birds, looking at nature on my back porch. I would really like to go camping with this drug. With mushrooms I almost feel overwhelmed being outside, while it's still nice to be outside, the headspace isn't the best for that for me, as I prefer to be in a safe enclosed area, with a blanket. Me and my buddy played so much chess during this experience. I literally have never played so well in my life. I felt as if I could see every single move and get into his head way easier, which was weird but so much fun. I felt like this is what it feels like to be an old man, out on retirement, playing chess in the park with his friend, and purely enjoying life, not having to make conversation and just focusing on the game and taking it in.
At the 12 hour mark, I dozed off still tripping, and slept with some wild dreams, no nightmares.
This is a gorgeous compound. A new favorite of mine. 10/10. God's gift to humanity.
I will however, only be taking extracted mescaline. If it's your only option for consumption it is still worth it, but if you have the means to extract, just do the extra work.
Thank you for reading.
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2023.06.10 22:12 CarolinesMonkey CSS - How To "Unlink" Buttons?

CSS - How To
it seems like the icons in the header in the red box are using the same CSS element as the icons in the track listing in blue box.
You can see they both use .material-icons.favorite:before
There HAS to be a way to unlink these, no? They look good in white in the info bar, but in the track listing, i want them to be black like the song title text.
I want the buttons in the blue box to be UNLINKED from the buttons on the blue.
https://preview.redd.it/5ixze6a2095b1.png?width=1920&format=png&auto=webp&s=d12ea2c579533f31a071eabe19da3383200c9863
Any help is much appreciated!
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2023.06.10 22:01 Ecstatic_Ask6500 Sunday Live Comedy on Danforth!

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2023.06.10 22:01 Thortron Product defect was to my benefit.

TL;DR, I got the slippers I wanted thanks to the pair they initially sent me being frayed. Cat inspected the product for any flaws.
Bombas does a lot of advertising on CNBC, and I watch that almost every day during work (#JudgeWapnerForSCOTUS). Worn down by the successful adverts, I recently bought a bunch of socks & boxer briefs from Bombas during one of their sales. One of the deals they had was 4 pairs of ankle socks & a pair of gripper slippers. These gripper socks looked comfy af, and I'm pleased to report that when everything arrived I was able to confirm their comfiness. I was a little disappointed that I had to get the taupe colored slippers since that's what came with the pack, but a small gripe all-in-all. Little did I know at the time that I had missed a crucial details: there was a frikkin-huge fray in the stitching at the toebox.
Cut to days later, I look at my slipper as I sit down & see this big ol' hole. I realize at once that the "neat texture" I thought the toebox had was really just the stitching moments before it finished unraveling. Classic defect in clothing, no big deal. Opened up a support case asking to replace the slippers, and right away they send me a link to the gripper slipper product page saying "let us know what size & color you want!"
"Wait, a link to the gripper slipper product page? Could that mean...", I thought as my mouse hovered over the link in my email. When I clicked that link, would it be exultation or devastation that awaited me? I clicked the link. It was the product page for the gripper slippers with all its colors. So I emailed back that I wanted the "Lake" slippers, and they emailed back "great, should be there Saturday".
Today is Saturday, and my brilliant con was a success. Look at these slippers. They look so good that even the cat wanted to inspect them for defects. She may not have appreciated getting caught in the act, but laying on her scratch bed in protest just set us up for the final "artistic" shot of the slippers in use.
I'd like to thank the cat for her crucial part in this pointless story. Without her cracking me up by immediately getting in the way of camera once I pulled out the slippers, I wouldn't have had a reason to tell this story.
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2023.06.10 21:56 TarotLessTraveled A Little Light Reading (revised repost)

A Little Light Reading (revised repost)

La Papesse from the Camoin/Jodorowsky 1997 TdM
La Papesse has an open book on her lap. I confess that when I initially looked at this card, I did not think much about it. I presumed it was the Bible (or some other writ approved by the Church), and not very interesting. However, it has been and continues to be, for many writers of TdM commentary, a source of speculation.
When we work with tarot cards, we make the assumption that every detail contributes to the meaning of the card. The problem is in determining what is genuine symbolic resonance and what is merely cleverness on our part, concocted symbolism leading us through rabbit holes of our own conscious design to intellectually determined conclusions (i.e., taking us where we had already decided to go). It is an especial dilemma for me because I love rabbit holes, but I love them when they lead me into unsuspected areas of discovery; I do not want to be (pardon the mixed metaphors) like my cat who catches sight of his tail, begins chasing after it, spinning like a dervish, and banging into furniture.
The book La Papesse holds on her lap, at least in the Jodorowsky text, shows seventeen lines. This is significant as it establishes a connection with the 17th arcanum, “for the accumulation of The High Priestess is the action of [L’Étoile].” La Papesse is passive; she is not engaged in any activity: she reads her script, meditates upon it, allowing it to fill her in accordance with a traditional monastic practice called Lectio Divina or “Divine Reading.” In the Lectio Divina, scripture is the living word, the Logos, which became incarnate in Jesus Christ; hence, the presence of the egg, a symbol of new life, which in its most positive aspect represents an elevated future self. (In Jean Dodal’s deck, this second arcanum is named La Pances, which means “belly” and might signify the womb or Church.) This takes us to L’Étoile, which features a human woman, naked and pregnant; in the Jodorowsky-Camoin illustration, “she [bears a sign] on her rounded belly at the level of the navel evok[ing] a seed of life. She spreads fertility.... What is received from on high, The Star, channel of universal generosity, pours toward the Earth to fertilize it.”
Left: Le Toille from the Camoin/Jodorowsky TdM; Center: Le Toille from the Jean Dodal (1701) TdM currently preserved in the Bibliothèque Nationale à Paris; Right: L’Estoille Jean Pierre Payen (1713) restitution deck by Yves Reynaud
It is an odd mark Jodorowsky refers to (it has always reminded me of a set of lips), but it has precedent in the Dodal and Payen decks. In most of the other historical decks, the mark has been diminished and appears to be an ordinary belly button, or it is not present at all. In the Dodal and Payen, and well as the Noblet, the naked woman is flesh-colored, except for her face, which is strikingly white, like the Popess’s. In 1709, Madenié made her face flesh-colored like the rest of her body, and so it is in every historical TdM type-II, as well as Jodorowsky’s deck, contributing to the distinct impression that in his recreation of an authentic Tarot de Marseille, he and Phillipe Camoin cherry-picked (or outright contrived) details to further the narrative they had decided upon.
So are the seventeen lines displayed in the Popess’s book a discovery of another harmonic resonance in the Major Suit or artifice introduced, consciously or otherwise, into Jodorowsky’s commentary? It is always a slippery slope, and even if we can find no antecedent, that does not in itself invalidate the image.
Authentic symbols cannot result from focused, linear, rational thought. “They,” as Joseph Campbell writes, “are not manufactured; they cannot be ordered, invented, or permanently suppressed. They are spontaneous productions of the psyche, and each bears within it, undamaged, the germ power of its source.” When people try to devise symbols, they end up with signs, which stand for something completely known, and of course they are known, for they come from that part of us that quantifies and qualifies, labels and categorizes.
Jodorowsky makes an intriguing case for the connection between the Popess and the star woman, but he does not follow through. Further, he does not cite any historical precedent, and when we look at other cards, we see in the Noblet, the book has six lines, linking La Papesse to Le Chariot. This is not an obvious connection, but it is not impossible to make either: Jodorowsky writes, “The Chariot enters the world like a conqueror, a traveler, or an inseminating prince.” In the Pierre Madenié, the Popess’s book has sixteen lines, referring us to La Maison Dieu, which might be interpreted as representing the traumatic experience of birth. We could apply the same line of associative thinking if one of the TdMs featured a book with twelve lines: Le Pendu, hangs upside down, like a fetus preparing to be born. If a book had twenty one lines, we would no doubt see the world dancer in his/her vulvic wreath; and if it had twenty lines, that might signal a birth into an eternal life, from the womb of the tomb into an incorruptible spiritual existence. We are able to devise an endless number of permutations, for our capacity for cleverness is boundless. In Francois Tourcaty’s 1745 TdM, the book has fifteen lines, a number that corresponds to the 15th arcanum, Le Diable.
Left: La Papesse from the 1650 Jean Noblet deck currently preserved in the Bibliothèque Nationale à Paris; Center: La Papesse from the Pierre Madenié 1709 restitution deck by Yves Reynaud; Right: 1745 Francois Tourcaty currently preserved in the Bibliothèque Nationale à Paris
“The open book is flesh-colored to show that it represents the evolution of life on the physical plain, not only in all its modalities, but also as heredity and as a continuance of the species.” This comes from Paul Marteau’s commentary, which has only recently become available in the English language thanks to the efforts of Kitos Digiovanni in his blog https://smallcabin.org.
“The book she holds,” Jodorowsky declares, “destines her to study and knowledge. Flesh-colored, it tells us that she is studying the laws of human incarnation. Because she is not reading it, it gives us reason to think that this open volume is nothing other than herself, waiting for someone to come to decipher it, to awaken her. It also refers to the Holy Scriptures: The High Priestess collects the language of God the Father, the living language.”
Jean-Claude Flornoy, in Seeing the World: Tarot Signposts on the Path to Perception, writes, “The open book she holds on her knees is the great book of the knowledge of vitality and of nature.”
The book in all the historical cards I am familiar with is flesh-colored, until we come to Rochus Schär, 1750, when the pages appear more white. Shortly thereafter, Nicolas Conver decided to make the pages gold, an innovation of his that did not catch on, though J. H. Arnoux and A. E. Amphoux (1801) did retain the gold color for the outer edges of the flesh-colored pages.
From left to Right: La Papesse from the 1930 Marteau TdM digitally preserved in the Yale Library; Rochus Schär (1750) currently preserved in the Blumenstein Museum in Solothurn, Switzerland; Nicolas Conver 1760 TdM currently preserved in the Bibliothèque Nationale à Paris; 1801 Arnoux & Amphoux restitution deck by Yves Reynaud.
Unlike the number of lines, which I believe is more likely to be random than a revelation, this seems to be a significant detail, but it leaves us with questions that have yet to be satisfactorily addressed. Going all the way back to Noblet, why would the book be so full of vitality when the reader of the book appears lifeless (all the blood drained from her face and hands)? How do we interpret this?
If the book is full of life, then would not her close contact with it also reinvigorate La Papesse? Perhaps this is what Claude Rochias intended to convey when his Popess’s hands were made flesh-colored. It may be the vitality is moving up through her body and will eventually reach her face. (If that was his intent, I wish he would have made her neck at least partially flesh-colored as well, to strengthen the impression.) Nicolas Conver continued this stream, and we see it in the Arnoux & Amphoux as well (1801) though in the Bernadine Suzanna (1839), her hands are white, once again.
Left: Claude Rochias 1754 TdM (Yves Reynaud restitution deck); Center: De La Rue c. 1880, preserved in the British Museum; Bernadin Suzanne 1839 TdM currently preserved in the Swiss National Museum in Schaffhausen
In the 1880 De La Rue, which became the model for Paul Marteau and Grimaud, not only the book is flesh colored, but so are the hands, face, and even the Popess’s sleeves, as well as the curtain that hangs behind her. “The flesh-colored drapery behind the tiara, shows that the higher part of the woman, a symbol of passivity, can be hidden by the veil of matter” (Marteau, trans. Digiovanni). Marteau goes on to contrast the veil representing her individual corporeal nature with the “immutable and eternal wisdom” represented by the three-tiered papal crown.
But if this is the distinction we are meant to make, then it would seem that Conver’s idea of making the pages gold would be more on point. Of course, white (as we see in the Gassmann above) would be a fine choice, indicating the purity of God’s Word, which can bring life to the dead but cannot be corrupted itself by the contact: the flow is one way only.
It is also possible that the card-makers intended to make a statement more relevant to history. For around a thousand years, during the Middle Ages in Europe, ordinary people were not allowed to read or even own a Bible. Further, it was a crime to translate a Bible into common language. This was a way for the Church to maintain control over the people: their congregants were utterly dependent upon the clergy for spiritual wisdom. The last thing the Church Fathers would have wanted was for people to be able to read and think for themselves. Bibles were only becoming available to the masses shortly before TdM imagery was created, but even then the issue was not put entirely to rest. There were many laws regulating the publication and reading of Bibles, and people who were found guilty of violating them were sometimes put to death.
I am not an expert in this area, but it is possible that the Popess, with her lifeless face and hands was a statement against the Church for denying people direct access to the life-giving wisdom of the Holy Writ.
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2023.06.10 21:55 ThrowRAweirddust My bf [33m] is often rude but says I [28f] overreact to his rudeness

Me [28f] and my boyfriend [33m] have been together for 7+ years (7 of which we lived together, moved in almost immediately, and saw each other 24/7). We have always had problems in our relationship, but we both value them enough to overcome them.
We are currently together in another country where we planned to immigrate. The latest conflict revolves around this. I'm preparing dinner for us, and from the shared room, I hear a video he's watching - there's a child crying loudly for about 2 minutes. Those sounds trigger me, so I ask him to lower the volume. He asks, "Why?" I reply, "That sound irritates me." He says, "Well, then slam your head against the wall." I left, feeling offended. After eating, I told him that it was very rude and asked if he really thought I deserved those words. He said yes. Since then (it was 3 days ago), we have hardly spoken, but a few times I approached him and tried to start a conversation, saying that it was rude and that I don't want him to speak like that in the future. He doesn't care. He apologized once, but in subsequent conversations, he still said that he said everything right.
At the same time, he says that I exaggerate my sorrow about these rude words to manipulate him, to control the situation, and to make him chase after me like a princess. He thinks I need to feel like a victim.
He has always had issues with being rude. There was another incident last week when we went to the nearest town for a walk. Towards the end of the trip (2 minutes before the train stopped), I rested my head on his shoulder because I was tired. He asked irritably, "So, are you going to sleep the whole trip now?" (implying that I will ruin everything as always because I didn't get enough sleep). His tone offended me, so when we got off the train, my responses became short and less cheerful than before. He sensed it and started asking, "Are you fucking crazy?" several times, and I became more silent. Then I stopped talking altogether, and as we walked around the city together, he called me names like he said I was "fucking showing off," "lost my fucking mind," "hysterical," "worthless piece of shit," and a "fucking pathetic scumbag". I'm translating from russian, roughly, russian vulgar words just hit different in their intensity. I stayed silent the whole trip. The next day he apologized, but I know he's not sincere because he has apologized for similar things many times before.
Overall I tend to get silent when he's outright rude or I can sense that he's angry and that pisses him off too, he sees "ignoring him" as an ultimate disrespect.
When I tell him that I can't take it anymore, he tells me that I don't know the real world and that I don't realize how lucky I am to have him. He says I care too much about my emotions and that because of me, he doesn't have a good life, that I only focus on the bad things. We do have a lot of good things together, we have similar tastes in TV shows, he's an interesting conversationalist, and overall a very smart person with strong willpower. But he's also rude. We just talked about all of this again, and he concluded that he hasn't done anything really bad, and I'm just pretending to be sad on purpose. Now I'm sitting here, crying and thinking about all of this. He comes to me and asks why I'm crying. Then he concludes once again that I just want him to chase after me and comfort me, and that "nobody has offended me for three days" and that "I'm deliberately making myself upset". I don't know what to do. To be honest I just bought a ticket back to home, but my mind is panicking. I still can return it. I can't figure out where my priorities lie. On the one hand, I really love him, and I'll miss the times when we didn't fight. We've traveled to many countries together and been through a lot. But on the other hand, he diminishes the significance of his words. He says I live in "rose-colored glasses" and that this is how people talk in all relationships, and there's nothing terrible about it. Is that true?
Are there really relationships with no cussing? Is that realistic?
TL;DR: Boyfriend of 7+ years is consistently rude and verbally abusive, dismissing my feelings and saying I'm overreacting. I'm torn between leaving because of his behavior and staying because I love him. He claims it's normal, but I wonder if there are relationships without constant disrespect. Can I expect better treatment?
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2023.06.10 21:46 lumpytorta Needing name suggestions for my little reptar!

Needing name suggestions for my little reptar!
This little guy is a 5 week old Indian Ringneck! I can’t really tell if it’s a boy or a girl? The breeder told me it was a boy but from what I’ve read online females tend to have a lighter color beak. Any advice would also be helpful as I’m new to owning birds and I want to know how to slowly introduce this little one to my dogs. ☺️
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2023.06.10 21:34 AUsernameLmao (⁠=⁠^⁠・⁠ェ⁠・⁠^⁠=⁠)

listen up! Life ain't some boring book where we're just flipping pages and waiting for things to happen. No way! We're the authors, my friend, and we're writing our own damn stories with every single choice we make. Just picture a frog, you know?!Hoppingg from one lily pad to another, not givin a damn about perfect circumstances or clear paths. It takes a leap of faith, trustin' its gut and doin' what feels right
well, guess what? We gotta do the same. We can't be afraid of the unknown or stickin' to our cozy comfort zones.
you gotta remember, we hold the pen to our own stories. Every choice we make, no matter how tiny, has the power to flip that page and set us on a whole new adventure. And let me tell ya, it's in those moments of uncertainty where our true colors come out, where we show the world what we're made of.
so, let's stop sittin around like passive readers, bored outta our minds. Let's grab that pen and start writing our lves, take those leaps of faith, and watch as our stories unfold with all the twists and turns that make em damn captivating
now go out there and write your story, my friend. It's gonna be one hell of a ride!!!!
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2023.06.10 21:32 AwkwardBurritoChick [Transcript] OMG Let's Beeze Livestream

This transcript is from the livestream called "OMG Let's Beeze" instead of a Highlight.
skin looks bad where's my filters and there we go hi babe you're first hello
hi Lulu you're so early - yeah I know it's just all us now...the beezers, the beezers are first babe is first king Beezer. Gemini gem, what's new and exciting ? guess who's back...Lynn the pig and Grandma's back, back again...warmly...I know I'm terrible sorry you know just have a lot going on...Marissa 24 months you are the loyalist of beezers, I swear! radiation, you deserve every arm shake of that, I call them girl...hi shoot kickers and rats Ava hi, hi beezers
oh my God it's hot in this room.. why, why is it hot in this room? oh yeah so don't fear don't fret
um I'm in the spare room with the door shut there's no pets in here and I don't know if it's because it's vapor but uh this dissipates like instantly. it's not like lingering. tobacco smoke like two minutes later, you would not be able to smell anything in this house of... any kind of tobacco at all. you'll bring the fan really I would, so. appreciate that, honestly
Golden Girl, one year ~oh my gosh~ you deserve that too loyal Beezer ~~ Ready, Set! when did you guys all start watching me? I need to know... I'm curious what caught you onto my channel hi Carolina [Music]
these are... do I look like a virtuous woman? don't answer that... I will follow him, follow him, wherever he may go... I don't want to have that in my head all of a sudden [laughs] and on my hijab... style is kind of weird today. it looks like I have like a floppy chin. you know? like, three years ago no way...I can't believe I've been on YouTube for how long now
sanela, hi...
how long has it been? foodie Beauty days. Beauty foodie days... a couple of you now you get to see me in my marriage Arc. I'm very, very thankful for that. when I look back on some parts of my life, I'm, like, still, like, sometimes... I still wake up and I'm, like, I can't believe I'm here in the Middle East married to a wonderful man, you know? it's crazy. it's, like, surreal almost. I don't know
yeah, it is warm in this room. I don't know why... they're just, like, well... it's well ventilated but I don't know... maybe just because I'm so used to having the fan on me all times. you love the henna ink? thank you ~ yeah it's um very dark... I chose the black. they're like, do you want black or do you want red? so I'm like a half black but um... it's very nice you know?
my lovely angel, hey baby, oh you have to show them your beard cut! you had a beard trim... if I searched Amber... thank you so much for bringing that to me because.... oh wait.. the.. she said... yeah, it should be okay right? yeah, yeah the reality
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the content room.... the content room needs to be a few... a few uh degrees lower, okay? nice... yeah, thanks... that's perfect. thanks for making me comfortable, my sweet love... you're welcome honey
sir, on YouTube during the Amber and Johnny Trail... Amberly came up? no way hi visas ~ oh my God ~ doesn't he look like 20 years younger? surprise...we could really see her mouth no more beard hair. you're still my handsomest man...handsomest man.... handsomest man
you guys...you guys are used to him with his beard now, huh, but whenever we met each other, this is, like, the look he had this one called the Summer Style. yeah it's too hot...yeah it's too hot for all the facial hair right? does it make a difference? yes, yes
he's too handsome - careful Chantel he's not going anywhere right? yeah
thank you guys oh I missed a bunch of comments okay
baby I'll keep using with them...yeah thank you, babe/ okay guys see you in the chat yeah and uh, they'll come live with me one of these days soon and do his own streams
hey I forgot the lights look better in the dark...is there two lights in here or one? [Music] turn one off...Okay, thanks. not all of them yeah...
hello Beezus foreign [Laughter]
[Laughter] thanks baby
[Music]
creepy spooky looks good with your hair, looks dark and handsome
[Laughter]
oh yeah...if you got a new mask [Laughter] it's spooky. that's cool.. it looks cool. I like it thank you honey [Laughter] happy Halloween everybody! eyesight shot yes my favorite movie actually. besides The Shining. which are both Kubrick movies... by the way, okay, which lighting makes me look nicer? the other one? I think this one wait check try the other one again.
I love you, honey pinch
whoa~ this one.. yeah, this one. the other one reminds me of a bait my basement. when I was a kid we had this...okay let me catch up here ...I travel mayonnaise [Laughter]....okay see you later alligator! someone... someone has to sound bite that [laugh] I've got that one there sorry, guys. I'm gonna be gonna contain my chin... and also... okay let me catch up here... I swear.
okay, um ,thanks Golden Girl...yeah, this is the henna but it goes like to here. I usually don't show you guys my wrists but you can see for the the purpose of the henna. so I washed my hands a bunch of times and it's still... I did the dishes. it's still on strong so I'm happy about that. are you going to address? uh, did you tip the artist? what what a weird question, duh... Whitney, actually tips are not very common here, but yeah I did. um, what are you looking for honey?
my phone? I think you see it you left your phone here no in the bedroom maybe yeah. um are you going to address all the fires in your home country?the fire...? there's fires in Canada right now? oh really?! yeah, in Quebec... Quebec area. I think eh.. um.. yeah, in specific, uh, area or what? yeah, I have to look it up. I'm not really sure. like, I know in Quebec region but was like five years ago.. it's fine, I think, yeah, I don't know ...like how severe it is... but there's, like, it's causing a lot of smog like in the US as well.. it's like going everywhere is all that I know.
[Note: some regions of Canada and the US had highest impurity rates globally from the particles in the air making the air dangerous for some people]
Michelle, they will be safe, yeah. thanks for the super chat. um, are they gonna start blaming me for the wildfires? yeah, I don't know. I mean, want to hold a vigil or what you like? the trim? it's a lot of the hair. yeah, the beard trim, yeah. thank you, uh Ali L, welcome to put your feet already [ __ ]. please, um, what in the kinky's going on okay?
we're in a room... welcome to budget piece and we're just like beeze, oh, I'm really behind... basic basic, it was smoky in Toronto. the air is bad really? well, I heard that it's bad.. like the small the the smoke or whatever...we got Eyes Wide Shut... that reminds me Andre Marie that was, like, one of my favoritest movies. favoritest movies ever! I love it. this is a weird hijab style... it was just like I had to get ready fast. so, I'm in the spare room right now. hi Ali L, welcome, welcome!
I know I haven't been going live really but ~oh my gosh~ we have so much going on in our lives and the new the pets are keeping me really busy. I have, like, a whole routine like I don't know how people do it with kids... like, I think I would die. like, I don't know if it's just like mentally I'm just not able to cope, with, like, too many responsibilities. because like taking care of home and then taking care of, like.... has been taking care... he takes care of me too... but you know what I mean? and then, like, Howie I have to spend time with Howie in a room by himself. he's he's in a room by himself now and the cat's in a room right now with her, like, food and water because we don't smoke with the pets.
like, you know at all... so um, so, then I have to like get up and like spend some time with howie... give him his vegetables, let him run around kiss him a thousand times and then Julia wakes up. Julia, yeah... welcome back guys! sorry I'm poor, that's okay... it's going to Wisconsin?
Julia cats are good at sneaking. I swear! I swear, she's snuck in the room when I was like coming in to see Howie. I didn't even know she was right behind me so she came in and she kind of just like just stared at him. but I think she...I don't know... she did one thing kind of weird like once, but it never happened again, so I'm okay with it, you know? I'm like, I hope it doesn't become a problem. she doesn't ...I don't think she likes the door being closed and me coming in here and paying attention to him. so one time that she was outside and I wasn't here she like pooped right up front of the door. I think it was like to say, like, "hey this is my territory this is my home, you little rodent" kind of thing but then ever since then she hasn't done it. like, she only did it once, I think, to like, assert her territory and then she just never did it again. she just, like, you know, poops in her box fine and she pees in her box fine and yeah... so far so good, mashallah. like. knock on wood but she's very very loving. she's like. I should have named her shadow she will not...if she's awake she will not...she, like, will not leave your side. like, she's the most loving cat. and if you, just like, you can... she's like a rag doll. like, you can just grab her and and hold her and just, like, and just like, she's just like... floppy and just loves attention and she's constantly....constant, constantly purring but she's also kind of naughty.
like, she's....when she gets the Zoomies, she freaks out and runs around everywhere, jumps all over the place and, like, she plays with things she shouldn't be playing with, you know? so it's like at that age she's, like a kitten right? so we have to like, um, you know, we have to, like, hold on. there we go... we have to feel uncentered. we have to, like, teach her you know? but she's... I say, you know, a lot, but she's like, she's so loving you know?
Hi Megan! so you think you can cats too well? yeah... my solid. what? well, my cheese salad? yeah hi pnv! yes, I hope you're having a good day at work. hi turbo toots! yo guys, yo Salah baby, baby... so yeah she's baby. how are you? do you love Julia? so she's adopting very well. my female cat gets mad at my own Grandma cat and she'll pee in the litter box extra messy. like, I won't even squat...makes a mess, yeah.... cats have strange Behavior sometimes you know? but yeah, I don't know. like, she's she's very hyper sometimes because she's just a kitten right? so I have to make sure to play with her a lot with her feather toy and, like, I have to like daily scoop out toys under the couch because she always gets them lost in there.
[Note: it seems Salah is teaching her basic cat care like a child]
sometimes if I open a bottle of water, like the cap, I'll just throw it. like, hey here's another toy that's not under the couch right now because and she just loves it!
foreign first class falcon getting a hair transplant... where in Turkey? you've always wanted to try that henna? thank you... yeah. it's really cool. I'm glad I tried it out. maybe next time I get it, um, I'll just get the uh,... it's like having a tattoo. like, it's a really cool... like, it looks like a really cool tribal tattoo or something I don't know? when I was watching her do it and it didn't take long at all. she's just, like, you know....
the Kitty's in another room while I'm smoking. and howie do have.... we the other day... I thought he was stuck in his tunnel but he was like, just listening or something... I don't know... because he put a bunch of his corn kernels in the tunnel overnight and he was just sitting in the tunnel, like, this like, like, stiff, like, a mannequin. so I started freaking out. I was like Howie! Howie! so I took all the tunnel apart and I'm holding it like this and he's in it and I'm like trying to go like this and he finally woke up and went... I hear horror stories you people scare me or like he could get stuck in a tunneling so here I am thinking oh my God he's stuck in the tunnel but no he can still, he still has so much room! he can turn around but ~uh oh my gosh~. anyway, I freaked out. that's like, the most exciting thing going on right now. actually Julie is the sweetest Beezer.
she's sleeping.... yeah, [reading comments in live chat] "my daughter has four cats and they were so picky that they each needed their own litter box". yeah... like, when I had the other cats like. we had that big litter box upstairs and then we had another one downstairs and because I was thinking like bbj's old, like, what if she can't make it? like, she had accidents a lot. because, you know, like, mostly starting when she got older. other than that, she was like a good cat her whole life, you know? and Sam no problems. but they ended up just using one litter box, so you know...
my fiance as a kid that honestly don't like... he doesn't even cover his poop. honestl?y Julia doesn't really either. she just goes and leaves it but so I go and I, like, cover it and then I scoop it. it avoids mess on the scooper. but she she gets the worst Zoomies after she goes to the bathroom. I always know when she goes and it's like, "okay, time to go get the scoop the Box" because she, um, I guess I'm keeping everything ultra clean now. and especially, like, you know, we have a smaller... it's smaller than my old place. so it's like you know if you don't ...the smell will just permeate as well. so yeah... she like runs around freaks out
I hear her go like she's so I'm going to the bathroom. people don't put leashes on their dogs. I want to go out. you had a Nashi zombies? yeah? wait... now she's are available right now in Canada, I'm missing out! no, the only matches I find here are coleslaw in them. like, Burger King is the only nashie. like, the Zoomies, I had to explain like salah never had a pet before, right? so this is all new to him so I had to explain what this is... Zoomies were... so I'm looking up Tick Tock videos of Zoomies. Like, he's like, is something wrong with her? I'm like, no, this is normal. check it out and, like, some cats get like the really bad zoomies, you know? it just happened in Florida? young and mischievous, yeah young and full of energy so...
I find smoking shisha makes you um thirsty. yeah, I'm going live a little earlier today because it's like 10 30 here and we're kind of tired. I don't know if you can tell, but I'm a little sleepy. so I don't know how long I'll be on but I wanted to say "hey" because I missed you guys. like, if I don't feel like if I don't go live for a little while, I feel weird. like, oh my God! I missed you guys! you know?
[Note: Chantal has pretended her chats and followers are her second family when she makes them dispensable and has a high turnover. It's a false audience relationship in this regard.]
I can't believe they have the the Nashi in Florida! what the hell?! that's so weird.... it's quarter after 11 here already. that's crazy! as you can see I haven't been able to quit shisha and I don't think I did I didn't do uh\, I didn't do a good mukbang today. so, I'm not gonna put it out. it was kind of boring. I don't know.... maybe I will.... maybe I won't... we'll see.
sorry for always adjusting this....these chiffon ones I could never... I love how they look the most but I could never fix them properly. they never stay in place.. even if I like put them here under my chin see? can you get lavender to smoke, relax you? [reading comments] I don't know can you get lavender shisha... but I think it's only fruit flavors... but I'm not really sure. the water looks good. yeah, these are the water towers in Kuwait. yeah, I just drink a lot of water. like, this is the water bottle water we drink. we buy, like, our whole wall is like full of like water bottles. even if we have a filter, it's like the water in Kuwait in the summer, like, I wanted to have a coldish shower right? I put the water on the coldest setting it was hot. Like I couldn't even shower it was that hot. it was like, so hot I had to wait till evening time to have a shower because the water cools down in the evening. but in the daytime if you want to shower be prepared for the hottest water! it's so hot it was like it felt like 45 degrees today. so... but the AC and the new car is really nice.
Michelle.. and um, we, had like a slush today but I'm not sure about the lavender. Golden Girl, good question... um what did I have for dinner? actually I ate KFC because I was craving it and they have this new flavor of like chicken it's like Flamin Hot Lays and they have chicken tenders...and I had these twisters... and you know I tried to mukbang but I was just, like, in one of those moods where I'm like, what does it look like I'm wearing? shoulder pads? what the heck does it look like I'm wearing shoulder pad?....um, just like a really tired,hot.... not in a really talkative mood. kind of, like, I am now... so I'm like, I should probably do a live stream, you know? I don't know ....I, I really, just yeah.... I wasn't really in the mood. so I was just, like eating kind of quietly and I think most people um.... what was I gonna say? like, like, conversation with my videos, you know what I mean?
what month does it start getting the hottest? um, I don't know.... babe, what like month, like April... no the hottest actually probably like June? July? like it's gonna be like now but it's gonna get like I think even hotter.
[Note: Useless fact: The longest day of sunlight is on or around 20 June. It takes the earth 30 days to absorb and emit the heat so hottest days in many regions in the northern hemishperes is on or around 20 July]
so why he jumped his face like as big as FFG?!! LMAO! not even close! [Laughter] sorry... but it's true... this is, like, this is material all bunched up by the way but yeah I have a double chin.
July, August, September... um September too? oh great so we have... so here it's like reversed in Canada. the longest season is winter and here is summer [Note: Wait until Chantal learns about the equator]
thanks Golden Girl! thank you! remember this lip gloss... it's the...you guys remember when I went to buy this the Estee Lauder one? um will be 50 to 60. does it hit 60 like every summer? oh my God! I can't imagine... like, I have to go outside even for just a minute to experience what 60 degree weather is like... and we have to do like a test... like, I want to do that fried egg test. we have to put an egg on the pavement and see if it fries... but you know I can go peek my head out come right back in the building because the building is well air conditioned...like even downstairs in the lobby.
I don't know where people get this idea that we don't we don't have AC. it's not like...it's not a third world country um...there's AC everywhere and actually there's, like, um, I don't know like people put charity water tanks all over the town, like, different parts of each City. so, so, like, you can have clean drinking water and then there's like tunnels with like AC so people can have a break and walk through the tunnels instead of being outside. so there's, like, a lot of Refuge... is it respite Refuge? I don't know what word I'm looking for.... there's a lot of.... like, you get a break from the Sun.... if you even just going into malls, like, all the malls are very well air conditioned. um, so I would not be able to, yeah that's hot... I would not be able to survive here without AC. even Salah you will test it and we'll be grilled.
I remember one morning where one morning we woke up and he opens the curtain... actually, we do this every morning, like mashallah, I have to say it...we, we open the windows and we see the the beautiful ocean view.. and I'm like, one time I was like okay.. let's go out and he was like if you go out at this time you will be Chicken on coal! so, we have to wait until a certain time like after 4 or 4 30. I'll melt like cheese.
I wonder if I put cheese out if it will melt... hi Anastasia! sunblock will be useful...yeah, I need to get some, babe, true. creepy comfort and crime, [reading live chat] oh I just seen you... I just saw you ready...welcome, welcome to the very important users! thanks for becoming a Beezer!
yeah and I don't think that I'll be experiencing a winter, you know? not an all gun wood for like the next long while so I don't know when I'll go back to Canada for a visit.... but if I do go back, I'll be like a tourist right? because I don't have a place there anymore so, well it'll be weird be like a a Canada tourist.
[Note: Chantal doesn't understand her own citizenship status with Canada because she doesn't have a physical mailing address or residence. However, she is still a Canadian citizen].
cheese melted 'michelted'... you want to watch a horror movie, babe? I don't know... I might fall asleep but that's okay... what's a good horror movie from like the 2000s that we have? I don't know...
we tried finding "the ring" [horror movie] but we couldn't. why don't we last watch? oh, escape room one and two? those are good movies there's Escape rooms here but they're expensive I tried it several times to fry an egg here in Kuwait and it was successful. really?! no way?! you just leave the egg thereafter and like animals will eat? [reading live chat comments] a day when I lived in Vegas when I was in high school, I fried an egg in the street... no way! it gets hot like that? and it's just, like, are there some states where it gets super hot like Texas... say in Vegas.... I guess Death Valley is one of the hottest place... is quite hotter than Death Valley.. I'm happy to not see you in winter in Canada again.
yeah ...that's true... you leave a for the winter that's smart... that's what, yeah, my, I have family members who do that. Anna, hi dream! Insidious is good.. he watched... I don't think he liked Insidious. I don't know why... he likes more gross movies we watched a really gross zombie movie called "yummy"... oh my God... but it was pretty good movie, I guess. but just like one of those movies I'd only watch Once... don't ask me about security emoji. I can't believe the last horror movie watch was The Exorcist and it's like in the 70s that's so long ago...
[reading live chat again] it gets really hot in Vegas... really? like over a hundred? The Descent, oh, is that about a monster? I'm Chucky hi I'm Chucky you want to play no Chucky I want to burn you in fire and lava seriously I would drive and throw him in a volcano and then you go home and he's on your bed I'll burp I'm waiting to murder you God The Descent I think I watched it a long time ago you know what's really creepy? okay, the catacombs, like stories about the catacombs freak me out... like, all those tunnels under Paris? imagine getting lost in there! you'd be dead...you slept with your parents? I used to get scared and sleep with my mom too... she was like come on now there's nothing! you know, your parents get annoyed? no wonder... they probably want to break from us. I don't blame them. it's about the group of girls in a cave... ah but there's like a monster right? I think should I tell the Tank Engine ~oh my God~ that is my favorite picture! can you send it to me by emails? like, and [laugh] oh my God ~ actually the Crypt ~oh babe look at the picture [Music]
oh my God! that made my day! my potato face, choo choo, that, you know, what Thomas the Tank Engine used to be my one of my favorite shows as a kid... and Babar, potatoes ~ oh my God you're living like 15! oh I live in central California and it can get to 112. you that's hot! we will watch Descent movie... okay that I think that's I saw, that movie oh
Cassie oh my God! I need to quit smoking... I can't even [laugh] no oh my God that's so funny! all righ,t that's a perfect picture. I love that! I don't know if that was meant to be hate, but it made me laugh. so like my magnet, I found one of my abayas that's been missing. it was in the suitcase. we haven't unboxed yet. I keep forgetting ...do you unpack this one suitcase finally? did it you know... the hardest part of um putting together your home is organizing. I like finding, like, nice containers and all this stuff. I got um these nice little baskets, little baskets to put under the TV so we can put all our stuff in there you know? like watches and stuff like tha...t Chargers and especially we have to cat proof the home so, like, every, lik,e even this.
I'm not gonna put it take it off and I'm not gonna put it somewhere because the cat will lose it... remember I used to have that problem with the bees or Cuts I had with um with Sam and BBJ with my earrings? I would always only have one... yeah hi Cassie! did you uh forget your biscuit again? yeah ,thank God my family's okay now... but uh you know I'm kind of worried... like, I don't know the fires are getting bad eh?
pretty sure what New York looked like yesterday from the smoke... no, I have to look at all this up. I guess I've just been really self-absorbed. I haven't really been paying attention, but yeah are there wildfires like every year in California or like, the Wildfire is just like, remember how bad they were in Australia a couple years ago... a few years ago? I had a lot of beezers and viewers then in Australia. I was worried... about there's a lot of school and outside activities canceled? oh wow! that's bad! I'm sure the kids love that! hi blacks,hey long time no see! I missed you guy,s you know ?I used to pray for some kind of natural disaster when I was in school years... anything to get out of going, you know, like, are you sure the buses are not canceled today? you're still going I'm getting great, like, one before my mom had a car I'm getting Grandpa to drive you ...no I don't want to go to school [Laughter]
I used to pray for any illness... I know it's bad, but any cold any flu you... now I even remember like being in class with some kid who would be sneezing and you could tell they're getting sick and I'd be, like, you know, they'd be, like, okay, pick a partner for your for your uh project? okay, I want to go with the sick kid so I can catch his flu so I don't I can miss school. uh anything I hated, I hated going... I hated getting up in the morning since I was born. I was even late coming out of the womb, like, my mom had to have a C-section. I didn't want to come out... I was late... I was supposed to come out... mine was I supposed to be born I think the 26th... Kelly's pretty bad but it's been cool, like a cucumber...really how much snow? oh, it has to be like 30 centimeters or more for them to cancel school well it has to be a lot.
[Music] oh the flyers in Nova Scotia
[Laughter] the other options of school was wishing for a disaster... yeah, I was like please give me the flu! everyone's getting the flu but me, I swear it must have been the Papaya juice my mom used to give me in my lunches. I hated Papaya juice. I don't think I ever told her and just suffered in silence... a lot of vitamin C... give me the Capri Sun! it's very smoky where I am in Northern Ontario jeez lemon mint, cough, hey where were you I've already been... I've already been.
coughing what the [ __ ] I swear... I ate it going to school like, honestly, whenever, like, my mom would check and I had a fever, I was like "yes" because like when you're young, you think you're Immortal... you don't care if you have a cold, you know what I mean? you don't care if you have a fever... you're like, whatever, I can survive this now. well now I worry a bit... you know? I was born at uh yeah warmly I have a dark sense of humor .I was born at 4 30 in the morning. I blame that! I'm being a night owl, yeah... I was born just after midnight explains a lot. Julia's so cute! how is she? I know everyone is going through it but I'm going through it. you only... oh we're always setting you positive energy blocks... hope you're okay, what's up? you can share with us
um Julia is amazing she's just a Beezer she's a bit of a Beezer and uh but she's so cute and she's so cuddly. like, he's probably the the cuddly she's even more cuddly than BBJ if that's possible. early morning babies are babies born between 4 AM and 8 AM grow up to be persistent. they are generally intelligent and always prepared for different situations. they might face... wow do you know what time you were born babe? that I'm not in that category at all... so I was born what who has a dark web passport what the heck I'm so out of the loop
oh what did Golden say? oh Southern Ontario it is really widespread? yeah, that's what I heard but I didn't know how bad... oh my gosh! it's your husband's birthday? happy birthday zero support! that can be tough.. we're here for you... honestly, like, I like ,to beeze and like why not? we're all humans we all go through hard things. even though we're on the internet doesn't mean that we can't share and you know, be here for each other. you don't even have to explain what's going on all you need to say is you have you're having a hard time you know? to be born during business hours you're, like, I'm not being born during business hour,s mom you got to make those bucks! oh okay, since you've had a date, uh are you like the type that doesn't, you know ,what? getting a babysitter is not that easy... I know, I remember my mom trying to get a babysitter sometimes for me. it was hardened the babysitters I was left with. sometimes remember I told you my story times about one babysitter Beth. ew. yeah
I had some bad babysitters I always tattled on them and never had to see them again. though, so that was good, but yeah it's not as easy you know, it's not as easy as that what people are displaced oh my God. well Canada is really big... there's a lot of places to go but not if the fire's spreading that far. that's crazy !I really hope that everything people stay safe and everything goes well "we have two kids and one special needs so hard I just need a flip a couple of hours sometimes I just don't get that I love my girls but I hope no one takes that out" [reading live chat again]. yeah hey that's totally understandable.. it's very overwhelming... you know, you do your best but he got burnt out. like, caregiver burnout is a real thing... and actually when I worked in healthcare, we used to have a lot of people who would go into homes just to help with respite for people who were burnt out, you know? so at least you recognize that maybe there's some kind of like organization like that you know......Tracy, 18 months? oh my gosh! hi Tracy! I'm glad to see all you beezers here these stats are not accurate but we have to say it yeah, yeah, babe...you set her hair on fire oh my gosh that's Criminal! did you go on a group home after that?
I'm so protective too so that doesn't help uh you just don't let anyone go in yeah I understand. that, you know, you're leaving like loved ones in the care of strangers so it's hard.
hello Tracy! oh that's sweet babe! Maya lobby with your side and bless you sweets. parenting is hard yeah, like you know, I couldn't even imagine! I'm having a you know, like, being a pet mom is challenging. sometimes, honestl,y I couldn't imagine because some universities provide daycare at affordable rates.. that's true... my University had a daycare... excuse me, um I'm glad I never had to visit you know? something about daycare is creep me out... I remember being in daycare, like, I remember the smell of like old microwave dinners the cots... the cots that we had to take naps on. I had to go to a daycare after school and they made us have a nap every, every, every class. I went to as a young kid. there's always a kid who pukes. I don't know why, but there's always a pukey kid. sometimes I was a puke kid on the bus and then they always made us play with this like water and cornstarch mixture daycare. oh I'm glad I'm an adult as much, as... as much as life could be crap when you're an adult I don't miss being a child.
hi Katie Katie! she lost a few strands thank you guys, to see each event! hey, you're in the right place the hen is not itchy like thank goodness. you know, because I did look it up and apparently people have more issues with the block. which I didn't know... but they made me sign a waiver and I was wondering why. but now I know allergies... but oh thank goodness. yeah "I love being a mom but it can sure be hard not having any yeah not having any support" is definitely tough for sure, thanks Fox! yeah permanent is harder for sure... you'll have to replay later yeah I've been on for about 47 minutes.
what's Loch key, hey Chloe ,Tabor! am I saying that right? welcome, welcome! We're Gonna Save beeze hello! oh yeah Ali's a new Beezer. I missed the economy when I was a child. now I'm working everything... ye,s you're right. the economy was and it seemed people back then like in the 80s you know, um, from the I was born in the 80s... so old oh my gosh, everything was different, you're right. like, people had, like, you know? were able to sustain a life with jobs. you know, like, I don't know the quality of things just seemed better. I don't know how to explain it... like, even I don't know... maybe I'm not remembering that right. whenever you're a kid everything is just like the world is like mysterious. now when you start learning everything about it... it's like, you know,... well before I became like, religious, there was a huge period of time where everything just felt hopeless and meaningless... and I was like atheist for a point and I was like what the heck is the point of this, you know?
it's so mundane and tedious and you know... and now it's not like that wine and grapes come.. company yeah bringing up children because you're always having to dedicate all of your time to them. like, you're responsible for the bringing up of a whole human! like, that just terrifies me... like, even having a cat... hi witchy! hi beaters! sommelier! that's what it's called... nice that's interesting but if you can, you're strong you seem very strong .blacks so, if anyone can do it, it's you. I don't believe God gives us anything more than we can handle and honestly? even though it tests our limits, like, I don't know if people just think everything is just going to be sunshine and rainbows all the time. like, life is how can we be tested as people, if we don't go through hard things, you know, so it's just I see things in a very different perspective than I did even just last year, you know? and just getting rid of that hopeless feelings um helps me deal with depression in a lot of ways... there's a lot of ways I try to deal with my depression. um instead of ignoring it, uh, there's still a lot of things and tools I could use... but I find that my faith medication and just proper self-learning techniques of how to deal with anxieties and things, you know ,more emotional intelligence... that I'm really trying those things have been really, really, really hard to learn.
oh my gosh! yeah, I heard they're insane on me. that's what we've been saying! just bought Resident Evil 4, Jack ...nice have you been playing? have you started playing? I didn't know you were a gamer... no, I don't go to therapy here. therapy is ridiculously expensive here ridiculous like I think well from what a research I did it's like very very expensive like very but not just that um it's I guess I just cope with like learning like watching a lot of videos... reading a lot about emotional intelligence, coping techniques. like, this social media can be very useful for educational things. like, that um also I you know pray a lot and turn to my faith read the Quran and just, I don't know ...I feel like I've matured a little bit in that way, you know? an online therapist? that's like, yeah, I keep forgetting about that... move a TV? oh my gosh it must be strong! I think one therapist I checked was like 500 K.D that's like two thousand dollars, unless I got that wrong. maybe it was 500... I don't know... definitely give that to the when I when it piles on. just gets a lot it... does health issues it just piles on? yeah it seems insufferable. so like, uh, insurmountable sometimes content over meditation how you cope with negativity that's a good idea, thanks, Jack. thanks guys for noticing... he used to be a gamer what's your favorite all time? I don't know if I'm... in a minute... I'm gonna check it out again, actually and see. because I was a while ago. I checked... I don't even know if I have it right. but I remember being expensive a lot more than Canada.
Korean Pizza what's on that? I have an online there like uh Korean Fried Chicken. I have an online therapist and it's been good not sure how much it would be in Kuwait. though yeah I'd have to check the Korean. I've heard of sushi Pizza, that sounds gross to me. has anyone have sushi Pizza? reading the Bible, yeah whatever.... reading whatever religious text that you follow can be very calming, yeah... even just like when you're praying... it's like calming. Resident Evil 2 right here... another Resident Evil fan! Salah your favorite is Resident Evil 4 right? because you love Ashley so much. Sushi burritos, whoa, "you can't take care of others with an empty cup" that's true, yeah... that's why they say you have to take care of yourself first, but I mean how realistic is that? it's so hard to do ,you know, to find time for yourself when it's just constantly like, you know....
I can't even compare but even with a kitten like I forget how much work they are because I was so used to having adult cats, you know? for a long time but I remember, even BBJ was a Beezer. Sam was a Beezer, you know ,and you have to cat proof your house. you have to keep an eye on them when they're awake, and sometimes when she's sleeping, I'm like oh finally! you know? like, she's not busying because like I have to like get up so many times to like make sure she doesn't get to the through. Like I have to hide every wire.. every everything, everything in the house. but she's worth it... actually gross, okay Golden Girl, no problem. short rib pizza? oh my gosh! that sounds so good! yum! yeah happy birthday to him... I'm so proud of you having a higher power and seeing purpose. do you drink ever at all or no drinking? a Mormon? oh really Chloe oh you were Mormon? um no I don't drink anymore... um any kind of um mind-altering substance you know is is like forbidden it in Islam. but um CBD is... is okay though because it's not like mind-altering. but drinking is definitely... drinking is like illegal here. you won't find... you won't find out any legal alcohol here. I don't know about illegal... I don't know anything about that... but you won't find any legal alcohol here. you know,
oh my God ,what did you do all day? well it depends on the day lemon mint. I mean, like, a regular domestic day? is that what you mean? because it just depends you know, like, I... I'm planning on doing some day in the life of videos. Maybe. you know but you know, it just depends. depends on the day. um regular domestic stuff most days you know taking care of the pet the pets keep me busy um you know cleaning just stuff. like, that doing videos talking to family. we go out sometimes, go run errands. go get coffee. go get dinner. whatever. go to the movies ,stuff like that. how's the beezing kitties? she's so mischievous I do give her already some kind of chicken Pate she loves it... hi baby...alcohols... yeah, I believe that too. more dangerous than media need a Beezer membership buddy. yeah, I really haven't can't believe I haven't come up with merch yet.
hey babe, hi baby... what's up for you, baby? oh did she give me a creepy chocolate. hi, I miss you... you're so handsome. I love math thank you, honey. I think it looks cool. what kind of mask is this guys? is this the Anarchy mask? I like your hair guys.. don't tell her it's Secret [Laughter] it's that V for Vendetta mask isn't it? you ever see that movie V for Vendetta? no, foreign Edition? ah, yeah, I think it is vendetta. The Purge has started. chocolate creepy chocolates, thanks babe. I didn't know we had any more of these. I thought we ~I~ ate them all. I'm kidding! are you alone there without me? yes, I'll come soon. software on it, love you, love you most, love you mostly look pretty. Tracy we were actually... we were out shopping and he's like what do you think of this mask? it was like a store with all masks in it. this is a milk. have you ever had these? they're good. I'm gonna try.. I'm not really hungry. I had too much to eat but hmm I put your tea and sasqually... my God she's a pig... foreign I go through like two of these a day! it's not diabetes I should do a review of Quake snacks, yeah. because they do have a lot of different ones. like, you've seen some of them in my grocery hauls you know the pop pops? they have a lot of like a lot of things... a lot of things are flavored with zatar you guys know what that is? around oh.
[Laughter] Julius here hi!
hi baby, oh, oh she doesn't want to be held right now. hi, honey... she looks like church... hi baby... let me holder better.. okay. honey it's okay. it's okay. it's okay.... she might be scared of your man... she's purring. oh really? oh baby girl
hi sweetie oh you're a sweet girl here oh poor girl okay yeah yellow.. say bye. say bye! yeah I sing to her. you kno,w the song, um the queen hi! to me vintage SO thanks Chloe! my shisha's done anyways. so you want a Calico? she looks like church from um pet cemetery. her eyes the same color. she's so she's so cute anyway.s um oh yeah so you want a fat ginger cat and call him Garfield? zatar is like a seasoning made out of like Thyme and like I think sesame seeds. I don't know, lik,e exactly what's in it... but it's mostly made of thyme so it's really tasty. actually I want to go cuddle Julia now. she's... but she eats a lot. she eats a lot mashallah. she eats a lot she has a good appetite on her. she's so small. I think kittens eat more right? because they're growing but we feed her wet and dry and I give her some cremo treats. those creamy treats, she really loves those. so yeah that's Julia next time I'll show you Halloween Howie try sumac yeah, I have tried sumac before. like, in babba ganoush and stuff. it's like sour a bit. eh or something.. I don't know... I know what I know what it tastes like... I need to whiten my teeth or just wear red lipstick. look what you have here Harry he's here on this side is here on this side. hi Emily! let me grab him for the cage
[Music] hi Emmy here he is oh you big boy Hey Big Boy
[Music] oh Howie don't fall out there's a cat now! I'm kidding! hi everyone! rattler I love you so much, you big fat boy! damn son, he's cute. say "bye, hello, bye-bye yellow" back to your home. he doesn't want to get off my hand yeah it looks like a final grumpy Haggard rat freak and oil thanks, babe. vitamin C, really? I didn't know that, she's cut...e you don't want to come off my hand because he doesn't want to go back in the cage. is that a rat? I'm gonna tease him now. are you a rat are you a mouse are you a hamster? I always say that to him he's a hamster. but he looks like a mouse. I don't know he's a freak of nature. I don't know what to say but yeah he's um he's so cute. I love him he's my big boy, Howie! I let him run around and he was Beason... he got he kind of got stuck under the door but no not actually stuck but he was trying to get out. he's a ratster. oh my God, yes... are you a register? he looks like a hamster to me, yeah. he's like a big chubby hamster and he likes to just like, we this is the second wheel we get him. so we got him a wheel and we moved all the hang out of the way and it's turning fine. you know, the guy at the store was even like, this moves really well. so we put the new wheel inside and remember, whenever we got first got him, he was in that little cage? he was playing on that little wheel but this feels way bigger instead. of he doesn't like that it moves. he doesn't like that it moves so he went out of his way to move the hay, all the hay I took the trouble of moving out for him he put it all back to so that the wheel would be stationary because he likes to sit in the wheel and clean his bum, so he likes to have a clean bum cleaning station and it has to be stationary. he's got his own little like hamster rap personality. he likes to go to the bathroom in one corner. um he chooses wood. he loves his corn. any I have a medley a hamster food medley with like all different nuts and seeds but he only eats certain things. and I could tell when he's had it like I have to replenish his food because only these little grain. he doesn't .I think there's like quinoa... I'm not sure. there's like these tiny little circle pellets he doesn't like them. so he leaves them. he only eats the the certain things inside the medley. he's so picky and weird. I don't know he's a weirdo. That's What I Love About Pets. they all have their own like different little personality. you know personalities? chinchillas they're so cute... yeah they had some at the pet store. I couldn't believe some of the animals they had there! like they had meerkats. they had tucans, like, some people have pet tucans. they're very demanding like, like, having having an exotic pet like that?
anyways guys I think I'm gonna go because it's like late here and I want to go to bed and you know, relax. getting some coffee PJs? oh excuse me... Birds scare the crap out of you, really? I love birds. you have weasels? get out of here! like, the weasels from um Roger rabbits? does Harry still get to run? yeah like he's most of the time in this room, I only came in here to smoke but I don't have my shisha... finish I think it's finished um other than that every day like twice a day. first I come in replenish his, like, spot clean, give him some fruits and vegetables. replenish his Kibbles. then I take him out. he always comes out of his little hay hen and goes like he knows I'm in here. and then I let him run around. and there's like still Parcels in here from moving and stuff. he likes to climb them like they're Mount Everest for him. he's weird. I don't know who he climbs but he likes to run around and then I put him back in attend to Julia. then I come back at night and let him play a bit, you know? but I have to stay in here like I don't.. I could let him stay but I don't know I prefer to just ever since he tried to get up the bottom of the door. I watch him now that I'm in here. he can't be unsupervised he's not trusted. he lost my treasury, so I just set up the gaming station and just watch videos or whatever preferable. if Julia's asleep because she gets very Territorial and like, jealous if I'm in here with the door closed. so kind of thing, anyway... it was nice chatting with you guys um thanks for watching me play with my hijab for an hour uh yeah so what was I gonna say.
I guess that's it, I'm tired. so um thanks for beezing and I hope all of you guys days get better and easier and we'll chat next time. I guess, yeah, um maybe next stream I'll try to think of something fun to do. I like just coming on here and just chatting though really I don't know I like just talking and socializing it's like a form of socialization for me I guess but yeah my beezers so guys thanks for a reason without a reason that's what I'll call it be then without a reason um and I'll see you in my next video or my next live stream so toodaloop, bye guys.
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2023.06.10 21:23 redditlurker420isgod AITA for telling my parents to be honest about their shitty tenets?

Throwaway. First time poster.
My (30sM) parents (50s) have a couple houses as investment properties that they rent out. While this technically makes them landlords, they both have their own respective careers and they don't make much from these homes. They're good owners and have been renting out homes for over a decade. They've had a few different tenants over the years and they've been nothing but good, helpful, and patient towards all tenets. In fact, most of the current ones have been living in these homes for years now and have become friends with my parents.
The issue is regarding one of the tenants that recently moved out in February. While they were living there, these people were consistently late with their rent (about a few months behind every time). My parents always let it go and never brought it up since eventually, even if it's late, they did end up paying. My parents also never did house checks or anything like that since they understand how important privacy is. Should they have been accepting late payment and checking the house? I don't know, that's on them for sure. But, post move, once my parents went in for the first time after years, it was filthy. Like absolutely disgusting. It was very obvious they never did any upkeep or did any cleaning past the bare bare minimum. They had pets who had pissed and shat all over the floors and carpet. They built a disgusting farm in the backyard (without ever mentioning it) which resulted in a gross pool of water they made and then lied to my parents about it. The walls were literally a different color from how smoky and gross it was. All in all, it was disgusting, everything from the smell to the appearance. My parents obviously kept the security deposit but that wouldn't even begin to cover the cost of clean up and damages.
Earlier this week, these tenants reached out to my parents to ask them for a reference. My dad didn't want to and just said that they're not obligated to and it wasn't worth the hassle. My mom is willing to give them a positive reference if my dad's on the same page. I don't agree with either of them. I think they should be honest. I think they should let them know that they never paid rent on time and the condition they left the house in. My mom said I'm an asshole for suggesting this since if they are honest then they're messing with someone's housing situation. Which of course, I understand that but at the same time, if you're living in someone else's home at least don't totally fuck them over.
I know that landlords get shitted on a lot and most of them (mine included lol) definitely deserve it. My parents do not though, they're good people and have made many adjustments for all their tenants. This was the first time they got screwed over and I think they should be honest about it. My parents disagree. AITA?
ETA: I spelled tenants wrong the whole post Lol.
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